It didn't help that the day was wet and dark, with a wind chill that sent
the perceived temperatures into the 40's. The drive to the station had been
dismal. The skies had opened, dropping more than half an inch of rain between
7:30 and 8:00 AM, just in time to drench the men of the A shift as they each
made a mad dash from their cars to the station.
With hair and shoes still wet from the downpour, the crew grumbled through
roll call, complained about the prospect of having to hang hose on such a
day, and then headed for the kitchen. Captain Stanley waited until each man
had settled at the table before raising the last item on the agenda. He hoped
that a cup of hot coffee and a donut would help ease the discontent that
he was about to inflict. It didn't.
"Okay, men, listen up. I have one more announcement."
Stanley waited until all of the men were looking at him before continuing.
"The county has hired a consultant to look into staff morale and team building."
Immediate groans around him eliminated any hopes the captain had about this
going well.
"Hey, no comments from the peanut gallery until you hear what I have to say,
okay?"
"Yeah, Cap. But you know that any announcement that starts with the word
'consultant' is gonna be bad," Chet threw in, ignoring his boss's request.
"Shut up and let the man talk, Chet," Johnny said. Reaching for a donut,
he inadvertently sprayed Chet with water from his still wet mane as his head
turned quickly.
"Jeez, Gage. Next time dry your hair, or don't sit next to me after you've
been out in the rain!"
Johnny responded by leaning closer to Chet and shaking his head vigorously
in the man's face.
"Hey! Stop that! Cap, did you see that? Are you gonna let him get away with
that?"
"This coming from the man who amuses himself by finding new ways to get me
soaking wet each shift. Can dish it out but you can't take it, huh Chet?"
"That's enough! Both of you!" Cap frowned at them. "Honestly, you two are
worse than my daughter and her friends, and they're only in junior high!
You know, I was going to tell HQ that we didn't need any team building, but
maybe I was wrong."
Both men looked with surprise at the man sitting at the head of the table.
Cap never got involved in their squabbles. Chet and Johnny mumbled "sorry,
Cap" at the same time, glared at each other, and said nothing more.
Captain Stanley waited to see if the argument was really over before he
continued.
"The consultants recommended that the county participate in a new project
designed to promote team work and cohesiveness in fire departments. HQ agreed,
but only on a trial basis. We've been selected to be their trial."
A new round of groans was issued at this revelation.
"Uh, Cap, what exactly do they want us to do?" asked Roy.
"I don't care what anyone says, I refuse to play the chuckle belly game with
you guys." This came from Marco. All eyes shifted in his direction.
Gage spoke around the donut in his mouth. "Yeah, what he said. I don't know
what the chuckle belly game is, but I'm sure not playing it with you guys."
"What, exactly, is a chuckle belly game?" Mike wanted to know.
"My cousin had to play it at work. Everyone lies down on the floor on their
backs, forming a circle. You lay your head on the next person's belly. Then
everyone laughs. It's supposed to help you get to know each other."
"I just want to say, right here and now, that I don't want to know any of
you that well," Chet announced.
"Yeah, well there's nothing in here about chuckles or bellies, thank God,"
Cap told his men. "But, if you want to know what is here, I'll be glad to
tell you, if you give me a chance."
Once again the men were silent, so Stanley continued. "On Monday, April
18th the department is flying
us to Denver. We'll drive from there to a small town where we'll be met by
an outfitter who will take us on a 3 day, 2 night whitewater rafting trip.
The outfitter will provide the raft, the guide, the tents, and the food.
The rest of the supplies are up to us."
"Well, all right!" Johnny grinned from ear to ear. "I've always wanted to
go whitewater rafting on a big river. This is great! Guys, we're gonna have
a great time!"
Mike was less enthused. "Uh, Cap? Do you know how the time thing is going
to work? I mean, we'll miss, what, two shifts? Not that I don't appreciate
the department doing this for us . . I guess . . but Patty was counting on
us using our vacation to visit her sister in Oregon this summer. I already
promised her we would, and if I back out now, well, I might just as well
not go home."
"Says here that the trip is considered work time. We get paid. They'll have
other shifts pull doubles to cover the shifts we miss. We'll be expected
to the do the same when their turn comes."
"Why us?" Roy wanted to know.
Stanley shrugged. "They drew straws, I guess. I don't know. I just know that
if it works for us, they're sending more teams each week until the whole
department has gone."
"And if it doesn't work for us?" Chet asked.
"I don't know. I guess the whole thing gets called off."
"Uh, Cap?" The surprisingly timid voice came from Marco.
"You okay there, pal? You look a little green."
"Yeah, I'm okay. What happens if one of us can't go? Let's say, like, one
of us gets sick at the last minute or has some kind of family emergency or
something like that? Will they make us go later with someone else? Will they
cancel for everybody? Or will they just skip us?"
"I'm not sure, but I guess they'd cancel the whole thing. It is supposed
to be about teamwork, right?"
"Well, that's it then. We don't have to go," Chet announced.
"Why, are you planning on getting sick, Kelly?" Johnny jabbed at his sometimes
nemesis.
"No, Gage. I just figure that with your track record, we've got about a 50-50
chance that you'll be injured at the time. If you aren't, well, we can take
care of that."
Johnny growled at Chet, then turned back to the others, once again smiling.
"You know, guys, this really is gonna be great! Dwyer went rafting last summer.
He was telling me all about it. It's hard work, but it's a gas. Riding down
a river in the middle of nowhere. You have to stay focused, really pay attention,
and he said you really do have to work as a team. It's wild, but it sounds
like a whole lot of fun!"
"Well," Roy joined the conversation again, "I think I agree with Johnny.
If the department is willing to fly us to Colorado to spend 3 days rafting
on a remote, wild river, who am I to protest? God knows, Joanne won't object.
I can't get her to even go out on a pond in a canoe. She'll be thrilled that
I'm doing this with someone other than her."
"You're going to do what?"
Okay, maybe Joanne would object.
Roy wondered why he was surprised at his wife's reaction. He really should
have known.
"What are they thinking? Don't they put you in enough danger just doing your
job? Now they're going to put you on a river in the middle of nowhere with
some granola and a compass and say: 'See you in three days. Hope you all
survive.' I can't believe you agreed to this! You do know about the paddlers
who died in the Grand Canyon last spring, right? And they were experienced
at this stuff. What makes you all think you can do this? Is it just because
you're firemen? This is ridiculous!"
"Are you finished?" Roy asked his wife.
"For the moment. I'm sorry, but honey, this is crazy."
"Look, Jo, I don't think the department would be send us if they thought
it was dangerous. We made some calls. The trip isn't on the Colorado. It
won't be like the one those people died on last year. And we'll have a guide.
Nothing bad is going to happen. I promise. Okay?"
"No, it's not okay
.. But then it's not okay when you leave for work
in the morning either, and I've learned to cope with that. So, I guess I'll
cope with this too. But I swear, Roy DeSoto, if you come back with so much
as a scratch, you'll not only have to answer to me, but you'll have to answer
to my mother. Got that?"
Now that sent a shiver down the man's spine. "No scratches, honey, I
promise."
"Hey, Marco, what's for lunch?"
"Enchiladas."
"Anything I can do to help?"
"No! No necesito ninguna ayuda. Puedo cocinar una enchilada sencilla sin
ayuda. Yo no soy incompetente!!" The words had been muttered under Marco's
breath. He hadn't meant them to be heard or understood. Johnny did both,
but acknowledged neither.
"Oh. . okay . . well . .. "
Johnny stared at Marco for a moment, then beat a hasty retreat from the kitchen,
as he tried to comprehend the man's recent strange behavior. Marco had been
surly, at best, and his foul mood seemed to be getting worse instead of better.
His warm and friendly manner had been replaced by terse answers accompanied
by muttered Spanish. Walking over to the Squad, Johnny pulled out the trauma
box and set it down next to his partner.
"Hey, Roy . . what's wrong with Marco?"
Looking up from the drug box, Roy shrugged before answering.
"I don't know. He has been kind of moody, lately."
"Kind of? Shoot, he's worse than Chet! I just offered to help with lunch
and he lit into me about being able to cook an enchilada without my help."
"Well, maybe we should just give him some space then."
The two men worked silently for only a few minutes before Johnny slammed
his hand down on top of the box. Roy glared at his partner as he picked up
the bags of saline he'd dropped.
"You know something, Roy? It must have something to do with the trip!"
"What makes you say that?"
"Think about it. He started acting strange a couple weeks ago, right after
Cap told us about the whitewater trip."
"Could be just a coincidence, Johnny."
"No, I think you're right, Gage. He's probably just upset 'cause he's going
to be spending three whole days in a raft with you. I know I am."
"Chet!"
Kelly leaned back against the engine as he watched the two paramedics.
"Well, if it's not being with you that has him upset, maybe he's not looking
forward to giving up the comforts of home. Guess I could have a talk with
him; tell him about this great sporting goods store I found. You should see
the gear I picked up last Saturday."
"What kind of gear?" Johnny's curiosity was peaked. It was no secret that
he was an avid camper, and talk of camping equipment was certain to catch
his interest.
"Oh, just some of the basics, like an insulated pack for my stuff, and a
new sleeping bag."
"What kind of bag did you buy, Chet? Canvas or nylon? Three pound or four?"
"Huh?"
Chet seemed somewhat confused at Johnny's pointed questions, but he recovered
quickly.
"I don't know about all that stuff, Gage. But it's sure going to be comfortable
to sleep in. The salesman assured me that it's the softest bag they sell."
"Soft? Who cares about soft? You need to be concerned about warmth, and
durability." Johnny shook his head at the stocky fireman, surprised at his
obvious disregard for the details.
"Hey, Gage, it's down-filled, okay? I told the guy we were camping in the
canyons of Colorado, and this is what he recommended. It's lightweight, packs
small, and works in all temperatures. Said it's the best bag they carry.
That's all I need, or want, to know!"
Johnny covered his mouth as he struggled to control his amusement. He laughed
openly when he caught sight of Chet's expression.
"I, uh, don't suppose you mentioned that we'd be travelling in a whitewater
raft between campsites, did ya?"
"Why would I? We're not sleeping on the river, you know. Just wait, Gage,
you'll be wishing you had a sleeping bag like mine, and then we'll see who's
laughing."
Roy couldn't help but chuckle as he watched Chet glare at them before stomping
off towards the dorm.
"Well, Johnny, you may not have figured out Marco's problem, but I think
you just nailed Chet's."
"One thing's for sure. Neither of them is worried about what their wives
think."
The two men looked up in surprise, as Mike joined the conversation. Johnny
couldn't help but grin at the man's tone of voice, especially as he caught
sight of the hangdog look on the engineer's face. His smile quickly disappeared
when Roy joined in.
"I know what you mean. Joanne is not thrilled about this trip. In fact, she's
dead-set against it. Seems that some rafters drowned during a trip down the
Colorado last year, and she's sure that we'll meet up with some kind of disaster,
too."
"Sounds like she and Patty have been comparing notes. Even after I told her
that a professional river guide would be going along, she still didn't like
the idea. I've spent most of the past week trying to convince her that the
trip is safe, and I'm still not sure she really believes it."
"Yeah . . same here. Joanne made me promise that nothing would happen to
me. If I come home with as much as a scratch, she'll have my hide." Roy
added.
Johnny stared at the two men in shocked surprise.
"You're not going to let your wives ruin this trip, are you? Come on, guys!
This is the chance of a lifetime. The department is not only sending us on
an expensive vacation, they're paying us for our time, to boot! We should
be thanking our lucky stars, not sitting here worrying about upsetting the
women."
"Hey, Pal, you might not have to worry about upsetting the women, but some
of us have to live with them," a familiar voice chastised.
Johnny swallowed hard as Captain Stanley joined the group.
"Uh . . yeah, well . . sorry, Cap."
"No problem, John. Couldn't help overhearing your discussion, but I have
to agree with Mike and Roy. My wife isn't too thrilled about the trip either.
It's a good thing we leave in a couple days, 'cause she's pretty anxious
about the whole thing, and I'll be sort of glad when it's all over. Guess
we'll just have to be a little extra careful, right men?"
"Yeah."
"Sure, Cap."
The two voices were not joined by a third. Instead, Johnny trudged off toward
the dormitory, grumbling sullenly under his breath.
". . spend the whole time worrying about their wives . . spoil the whole
trip. 'nother good reason to stay single. Hmmm, wonder if Chet knows what
happens to down when it gets wet . . ."
The first run of the day landed the paramedics at Rampart, and as Roy exited
the treatment room, he found his partner engaged in an animated conversation
with Dixie and Dr. Brackett. Roy didn't have to hear the words to know what
was being discussed. The looks of joyful anticipation and excitement on Johnny's
face meant he could only be talking about one thing, the upcoming rafting
trip.
"I see Johnny's been filling you in on the county's latest brainchild."
"Well now, that sounds less than enthusiastic, Roy," Brackett pointed out.
"I would have guessed you'd love this type of trip."
"Oh, he'd love it, alright! It's the little lady at home that's putting all
the doubts in his head. Left to his own devices, he'd be jumping at the chance."
Roy rolled his eyes in response. He'd had this conversation with his partner
numerous times since Johnny had left the bay mumbling this morning. Roy was
about to explain, but Johnny was talking once again.
"I mean, really, don't ya think that even married guys should be able to
go off and have fun once in while? Huh?"
"You know, Johnny, I've never gotten the impression that Roy here feels
particularly hen pecked or trapped," Dixie pointed out, defending the quieter
of the two men.
Johnny opened his mouth again to speak, but this time Roy cut him off. "He's
just worried that us married guys are going to somehow ruin the trip for
the single guys because our wives are worried."
"Well, ya hafta admit
."
Roy didn't let him finish. "What I have to admit is that I would rather be
taking this trip with just you, or maybe you and Chet. Then I would be really
excited about it."
"Huh?"
Roy looked at Dix and Doctor Brackett. They were clearly just taking all
this in. He shrugged and continued. There didn't need to be any secrets here.
"Honestly, if I was just with the two of you, I wouldn't worry about anything.
I know you both can handle yourselves in the water. But the others, well,
it's not that I don't trust them, I trust them with my life, but I've never
seen them in the water. And suddenly finding yourself upside down in a rapid
is different than suddenly finding yourself surrounded by flames. And honestly,
I think Marco is scared out of his wits but doesn't know how to say it.
As for Joanne, she'll be okay. She's use to worrying about me."
Johnny didn't know what to say. Roy had just deflated his argument, so he
went back to describing the joys of communing with nature.
"Well," Kelly Brackett threw in before he went to start his rounds, "I hope
you guys have a great time. Oh, and Dix, why don't you make them up a special
first aid package just in case anyone ends up on the injured list in the
middle of nowhere."
The countywide wake-up tones sounded far too early on the morning of April
17th. At least they seemed
too early to the men of Station 51, who had responded to a total of four
separate calls during the night hours. Grunts and groans were heard throughout
the dorm, as joints were forced into action and muscles were stretched beyond
their comfort zone, all operating on less than adequate time for rejuvenation
after the workout they had been put through.
"Oy!" Cap mumbled as he bent over to reach a boot that had been kicked out
of place. Noting that he was not the only one voicing sounds of discomfort,
he said, "Gentlemen, we best be careful. We're sounding like our fathers
way too early in life."
"Speak for yourself, Cap." Roy said, heading for the kitchen, "My father
never sounded as bad as we just did. I sure am glad to know that we're gonna
impress that river guide with our physical prowess."
That comment elicited more groans as the men followed him across the bay,
and toward the coffee pot that promised salvation.
"Okay, is everybody clear on what happens Monday?" Cap handed out mugs, then
sat at the table with the others as they waited for the coffee to brew. Cap
went through the travel plans, step by step, leaving out no detail. The men
sat politely, only half listening. There was no real need. They had reviewed
the itinerary countless times. But if doing it again would relieve some of
Cap's anxiety, they wouldn't complain.
"Once we get to the Denver Airport, we'll pick up our rental car and head
to the Eagle's View Motel. The outfitter will meet us out in front of the
motel at 5:30 AM on Tuesday morning."
Cap finally stopped to take a breath. "Any questions or regrets?" he asked, looking directly at Marco. As expected, however, Marco said nothing and the men headed home, each hoping for a day of uninterrupted sleep prior to their adventure.
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Johnny looked out the window of the 747, captivated by the
view below.
"Look at those mountains, Roy! I'd forgotten how beautiful the Rockies are
from up here. Aren't they fantastic?"
"Yeah, they are incredible. Wish Joanne and the kids could see this."
A stewardess moved down the aisle as a light flicked on overhead.
"It's time to fasten your seatbelts, Gentlemen. We'll be landing in just
a few minutes."
"Thanks."
Johnny watched her walk away, his focus now successfully shifted from the
landscape below to the view inside the aircraft.
"You won't have time to meet her, you know."
The scowl that Johnny turned towards his partner would've been the perfect
start for a typical Gage rant, but across the aisle, Cap was putting his
things in order and was already starting to organize his men.
"Mike, as soon as we land, you and I will find the rental agency, and sign
for the car. Roy, make sure you get our bags, too. We'll meet you guys by
the ticket counter in, say, twenty minutes?"
A snicker from behind Johnny caused him to turn slightly in his seat. Chet
was covering his mouth with one hand, and his stomach with the other. Even
Marco was grinning slightly, and that in itself, was enough to bring a smile
to Johnny's face.
"What's so funny?"
When Cap turned to look at them, Johnny realized they had been overheard.
Managing to flash one of his reassuring grins, Gage was grateful when his
captain turned back towards the front.
"Chet? What are you laughing at?"
"Cap. Just watch him, Gage. He's gonna have an attack before this trip is
over. The brass sure must've given him some kind of lecture about getting
us to work together. Cap's so nervous about doing everything just right.
Can you imagine what would happen if we got lost, or someone fell out of
the boat? Poor guy would probably turn in his resignation."
Marco must've elbowed Chet about the same time that Roy bumped Johnny. The
two "ow's" were like an echo, but Captain Stanley didn't seem to notice.
Minutes later, the plane had touched down and was moving toward the gate.
With their captain's instructions still fresh in their minds, the men of
Station 51 hurried through their tasks and met at the front entrance.
Hank was still in command mode, and after looking over his luggage he motioned
to Chet.
"We'll be back to pick you guys up in a couple minutes. Come on, Kelly, you
can come with me."
His eyes rolling heavenward was Chet's answer, but he dutifully followed
his captain through the large glass doors. The two men had no sooner disappeared
from sight, than the rest of the crew turned to Marco. Mike took the lead
as he questioned the quiet fireman.
"What's wrong, Marco? You haven't said two words since you got to the house
this morning. Is everything all right?"
Roy was quick to add his concerns.
"Is there something bothering you? You know we'll be glad to help, you just
need to tell us what the problem is."
"Come on, Marco. We're your friends; you can level with us. Chet won't be
back for a few minutes, so tell us what's got you so upset."
Johnny stared at Marco, waiting impatiently for the man to answer. He'd been
hoping that Chet's absence would make the difference, but that didn't seem
to be the case. Marco simply stood quietly beside them, his face wearing
an expression of mild irritation.
"There's nothing wrong, guys. I'm just not fond of travelling, that's all."
Mike, Roy and Johnny exchanged glances, none of them convinced that Marco
was being in the least bit honest with them, but unsure of how hard to push
the man.
"Hey, look at the car they've got!"
Marco's stilted voice was confirmation to his co-workers. Something was bothering
him, but what? However, the man in question was already hurrying out the
door, his arms full of sleeping bags and backpacks.
Muttering in frustration, the three men gathered the rest of their belongings,
and followed Marco outside. It was obviously going to be harder than they
thought. Mike voiced what they were all hoping.
"Maybe Cap can get him to talk . . ."
Either the county had been misled about the quality of the Eagle View Motel,
or they had gotten a really cheap deal. Johnny had noted that any self-respecting
eagle would never have allowed himself to be "viewed" within miles of the
run down establishment. Between the glare and the hum emanating from the
blue neon "eagle" waving at passing cars out front, the constant skitter
of bugs of all varieties running across the floor, and the overpowering smell
of cigarettes and cigars that lingered in the air, the curtains and the bedding,
the men from Station 51 were more than ready to be waiting in the parking
lot as the sun began to rise at 5:15 AM.
The morning air was cold and dank. As the crew waited outside in the parking
lot, woolen sweaters were quickly retrieved from the packs. While they waited
for their guide, Johnny pulled a large bag out of his backpack.
"Um, guys, I forgot to give you these last night. I got them for ya after
our last shift." Johnny handed around a variety of brightly colored, large,
rubber bags. "They're dry sacs for your sleeping bags. It will keep them
from getting wet if you seal them up tight. You might want to shove a pair
of shorts and socks in there as well."
"I don't know what to say, John. These are great, thanks." Cap selected an
orange bag and began trying to figure out how to open it.
"Here, let me help ya with that, Cap." Johnny showed Captain Stanley and
the others how to manipulate the seal.
"They sure are bright. You'll be able to see these things miles away," Mike
commented as he pushed and shoved at his sleeping bag to make it fit into
the sac.
"That's the idea. We should be able to attach them right to the raft, but
if we go over and one gets away, you don't exactly want it to be a color
that blends in with the river bank."
"Hey Johnny," Marco spoke for the first time all morning, "these things can't
be cheap. We must owe ya something."
Johnny beamed. "Nah, I had a credit at the place I buy my camping stuff.
I didn't need anything, and after Chet was talking about his sleeping bag
the other day, I realized you guys probably didn't have anything to keep
your bags dry, so I decided to get these. Think of them as a really early
Christmas present."
Suddenly feeling like he'd been one upped, Chet tossed the bag back to Johnny.
"Thanks, Gage, but no thanks. My sleeping bag came with a stuff sac all its
own."
Johnny was surprised, though he shouldn't have been. "You know, Chet
"
he began. Roy cut him off.
"Chet, use the dry sac. You've got a great sleeping bag but it's gonna be
useless if it gets wet. Down loses all its insulating qualities the minute
it gets wet. It clumps and takes forever to dry."
Johnny tossed the bag back to Chet and wisely said nothing more. If Chet
was going to respond, he didn't have a chance. A small bus was pulling into
the parking lot. The near twenty-foot raft on its roof left no doubt that
their ride had arrived. Recalling Roy's comment from the previous morning,
the men all straightened up and did their best to look impressive and fit
as two young men jumped off the bus.
"Hi, I'm Doug Frasier. This is Barry, and from the looks of it, I think I'm
safe in assuming that you're the guys from LA County. Firemen, right?"
Cap stepped forward and offered his hand. "Hank Stanley, from Station 51."
Introductions were made all around.
"Okay, well, look," Doug said, as he quietly sized up the group. "We've got
a 45 minute drive to the put-in on the river. What do you say we load up
and head that way? I've got coffee, juice, bagels, and oranges on the bus.
We can talk and eat as we go. Barry, here, is our shuttle. He's taking us
to the river and will hang around long enough to help us get on our way.
He'll meet us at the take-out in a couple of days. Does everyone have their
gear?"
The men of Station 51 all nodded, grabbed their gear, and climbed aboard
the bus. Throwing their gear into the back seats, the men sat in a group
in the front, while Doug stood in the aisle between them and addressed the
group.
"So, did you all enjoy our five star accommodations last night?"
"I've stayed in nicer roadside restrooms," was Chet's answer.
Before Cap could admonish Kelly, Doug broke out in laughter.
"Hey, now, there's an idea we hadn't thought of. Actually, we put folks up
there because we figure they'll more likely appreciate a couple of nights
outside after a night at the Wabluskasa Inn."
Johnny's snicker caught Doug's attention. "You understand Lakota?"
"Enough to know that isn't a compliment. You speak the language?"
"My wife is Lakota. She's the one who dubbed the place the "Wabluskasa."
The owner heard someone use the phrase and loved it. He had a big neon sign
made up. Must have cost him a bundle. It was hideous. We might have let him
use it, just to teach him a lesson, but we depend on this place, and we couldn't
let it go out of business. We figured that something called the 'Bedbug Inn'
didn't stand much of a chance of surviving."
"That would have been a more appropriate name. But, if you know it's bad,
why do you use it?" Cap inquired.
"Did you see any other options? It's the only place to stay within 50 miles
of the put-in. Someday I'm gonna build a place of my own. We own the land,
but it still takes money, you know? Hey, any of you guys looking for an
investment opportunity?"
"On a fireman's salary?" Mike could imagine Patty's reaction to that one.
"Well, I could give you twenty five bucks. How much of a share will that
get me?"
"Well, combined with my savings, that will get you about 50% at the moment."
Doug could feel himself beginning to connect with this group. He hoped they
felt the same, but it was time to move onto business.
"Okay, so let's talk about the river, shall we? When the guy from the county
called, he said that you all had experience in fast water rescues. I gotta
tell you, I'm real excited about that. It's been a while since I brought
out a group with experience. This is going to be great."
"He said what?" Roy was sure he must have misunderstood.
"He said you guys had fast water rescue experience." Doug did not like the
looks he was getting. His eager anticipation quickly changed to anxiety.
"He told me you guys do rescues on whitewater all the time. Please tell me
that he wasn't lying."
Cap stepped in. "Well, he probably didn't mean to lie. He probably didn't
know any better. Our territory does include part of the coast, so we are
involved in water rescues. And we have to pull a person or two out of the
flood control channels every spring. So we do have some training in swift
water rescue, but I doubt that's what you were talking about."
"No, not exactly." Doug inwardly groaned as he pictured his entire spring's
revenue flying out the window. "Okay, well we have a decision to make then.
The Lazy River is considered an intermediate to advanced run in the rafting
world. In the spring, right now, the river is cold and it runs high and fast.
Even so, it's mostly class II and III rapids. But there are several class
IV and one V. As the class rating goes up, so does the level of difficulty
and the level of risk. And river is remote. Help is not exactly a stone's
throw away."
Doug tried to think of a way to salvage this. "It's up to you. We can make
the run. If you guys are in shape and can follow directions, we'll be okay.
However, it's not the ideal river for a first run. If you'd rather, we can
turn back, delay a day, and make the run on an easier river. It will take
some footwork, but we can make it happen."
Johnny wasn't saying anything. He knew what he wanted to do, but he wouldn't
influence the others. Roy also remained silent. In fact, no one wanted to
be the one to speak, so Cap finally took the floor.
"Well, a delay is out of the question unless we shorten the trip to two days
and one night. We still have to be back in LA on Friday. But we shouldn't
do this if any of us has any doubts. If any one of you doesn't want to raft
this river, you need to say so now, and there won't be any hard feelings."
Doug added his thoughts. "We can certainly do a two day trip on an easier
river. And Hank is right. A crew should never do anything that's beyond the
capacity of its least experienced paddler."
All men looked at Marco.
"What? Why are you all looking at me? It's not my decision. I'll do whatever
you all want to do."
Marco knew that the men sitting around him had understood from the beginning
that he didn't want to be here. But he hadn't been able to put his worries
into words. Even if he could, he would never acknowledge them to his friends.
How could he tell his peers that just thinking about spending three days
on the water, aroused a fear that chilled him to the core?
The men were still looking at Marco. He had to say something. "Look, guys,
I told you. I just don't like traveling, okay? I'm funny that way. But if
I'm going to travel, it might just as well be on a river, right? You'll need
to tell me what to do and how to do it, but I'm up to paddling any river
you all decide. Okay?"
"It's decided then, we're running the Lazy, right?" This came from Chet.
Cap continued to watch Marco, but the man gave no further indication of a
problem. He had to take him at his word.
"Okay then, all in favor or running the Lazy River, raise your hands."
The decision was unanimous. The bus continued on to the scheduled put-in.
"So, who here wants some breakfast?"
Doug's question got the immediate attention of the other six men riding the
bus. A quick round of affirmative responses confirmed that the men may have
postponed responding to the grumbling in their stomachs, but they certainly
had not forgotten it.
Doug pulled out two large thermoses of coffee, and passed around large plastic
mugs.
"Be careful with the coffee. These roads are not smooth and the shocks are
shot on this thing." As if to demonstrate, the bus hit a bump and sent two
of the empty mugs flying. Doug smiled and added, "Nice touch, Barry. You'll
have to remember that one."
Next, Doug passed around a large bag containing bagels and another containing
oranges. He then sat back and smiled, waiting for the comments to begin.
He wasn't disappointed.
"Uh, Doug? Man, when did you buy these donuts? No insult intended here, but
they're as hard as rocks! I'm not real sure they're even safe to eat anymore."
"Yeah, we better save these to fend off hungry bears. If they don't want
to eat them, we could maybe knock them out by throwing them at their head."
"John, Chet, give Doug a break," Cap instructed. "You heard him say there
weren't many amenities around here. This is probably the best he could do."
Before Doug could defend himself, Mike came to the rescue. "They're bagels,
not donuts. And they look and smell very fresh. Where did you find fresh
bagels in a place like this?"
This time it was Barry who answered. "My mom. She has a small kosher deli
in town. She makes them fresh every morning. They've been slow to catch on,
but the people who try them keep coming back."
"Sorry," Johnny apologized, "I didn't mean to insult. I've never seen one
of these before, and I didn't realize you didn't have any donut shops in
town."
Doug had to laugh at the thought that they would only serve bagels because
donuts were not an option. "We have plenty of donut shops in town. But these
are better for you. They have less processed sugar, and the carbs in these
will keep you going longer than the refined sugar in donuts."
The men were momentarily silent as they ate the bagels between sips of hot
coffee.
Doug knew he was pushing it, but he had to ask. "So, do you like them?"
He was answered with enthusiastic nods and "yes's" from Mike, Roy, and Cap.
Marco and Johnny seemed less sure. Chet was clear on his opinion.
"No insult to Barry's mother, but I still think they'd be better used to
ward off angry bears. Hey, Barry, maybe your mother should try making some
that are honey dipped, or creme filled."
Hank offered his opinion on Chet's comment. "There are no bears where we're
going, ya twit. And you know, Kelly, just because we're out in the wilderness,
it doesn't mean we have to act like savages. We should still be polite, and
telling Barry that his mother's baking should be used as ammunition against
bears cannot be classified as polite. So, watch your mouth, pal."
Johnny gazed out the window as the bus rounded yet another corner. He'd been
eyeing the terrain for several miles, and with a practiced eye, recognized
that they were almost to their destination. Barely able to control his
excitement, he glanced over at his partner, surprised to find that Roy was
watching him closely.
"What?"
"Nothing. I was just wondering if you were going to be like this the whole
trip."
"Like what?"
"Like a kid on Christmas morning."
With a wide grin, Johnny simply turned back to the window, watching the cliff
tops disappear as the bus moved lower into the canyon.
"I can't help it, Roy. I've been dreaming about a trip like this for years,
and I can't believe it's finally coming true."
Even though he couldn't see his friend's nod of agreement, Johnny knew that
Roy understood. They'd talked about it several times in the week prior to
leaving LA, the opportunity of such an adventure. Roy had made it clear that
even though Joanne was not keen on the idea, he was excited about the trip.
"I sure wish Marco felt the same way about this whole thing."
Although Roy's voice was quiet, his concern was evident, and Johnny ventured
a quick glance back towards the silent fireman.
"Well, you heard him. He's willing to give it a chance, and he'll probably
decide he loves it."
"I hope you're right, Johnny."
An excited whoop sounded from the other side of the bus as Chet pointed
ahead.
"There it is! Look at that, guys!"
All eyes looked ahead as the bus pulled to a stop in a small, rocky parking
area where the river briefly ran level with the riverbank. The river was
running swiftly, but there was no whitewater in sight. However, the beauty
of the scene was not lost on the observers. The reddish cliffs on the opposite
shore made a picturesque setting for the brownish-blue water that moved through
the narrow canyon. Above, the morning sky had cleared and was now an amazing
azure blue, with only the thinnest white clouds to accent the view.
"Oh, man, this is gonna be great!"
Chet was the first one to jump from his seat and hurry out of the bus. The
rest of the men followed quickly, but it was the excited Irishman who was
already peppering Doug with questions.
As Roy grabbed his bag, Johnny couldn't help but throw his partner's words
back at him.
"Are you sure you weren't talking about Chet earlier?"
"Huh?"
"You know, the kid on Christmas morning. I think Cap's going to have his
hands full with that big kid."
It took Doug, Barry, and the men of Station 51 almost forty-five minutes
to get the raft off the bus, and the gear unloaded. In addition to the supplies
the firemen brought, there were multiple bags supplied by the outfitter and
three, five-gallon collapsible jugs full of water.
As Johnny looked at the quantity of supplies, he wondered just how much they
would be roughing it in the next few days. He also wondered how everything
was possibly going to fit on the raft with the seven, not so small, men.
His questions were answered as Doug began to open some of the largest duffel
bags.
"Alrighty then. Can everyone gather over here for a few minutes? This," Doug
held up what looked like a large piece of black rubber, "is a Farmer John
wet suit. It's neoprene, and it's not the most comfortable thing you've ever
worn. It will cover your legs and torso, but leave your arms free. If you
have ANY questions about whether or not you need one, go stick your hand
in the river. Then, imagine your whole body suddenly being submerged. We
may be in the desert, but this water was mountain snow yesterday. It's cold!
Hypothermia is, by far, the biggest risk on the river this time of year.
It's a shame, because critical hypothermia is usually avoidable with one
of these things. So, this is not optional gear. If you're on the river, you
wear a wet suit. Okay?"
Chet picked up one of the suits that now lay in a heap next to Doug. He found
the zipper that ran down the front but ended just below the waistline. That
was the only opening that he could find.
"Uh, Doug? What do ya do if you hafta, you know, do what a bear does in the
woods?"
"Well, I suggest that you take care of all those bodily functions before
you put the suit on, because after that, the only option is to take it off.
Although I have a buddy who swears he just pees right in the wet suit. Says
it keeps him warm!"
The groans and laughs were the response Doug had sought.
"Most folks wear the suit over a swim suit and put the other layers on top.
That's what I'd recommend. As soon as we go over this stuff, you can change
in the bus. Or, you can change in the brush over there. The bushes are both
our changing room and the, um, facilities, for this morning."
Doug passed out the wet suits, matching each man with one that would fit.
When that task was completed, he grabbed another bag and opened it up, pulling
out a life vest.
"This, gentlemen, is your savior and your friend. You'll wear this one hundred
percent of the time you're on, or near, the river. This is your personal
flotation device, also known as a life jacket or vest."
The jackets didn't look like the ones the Johnny had seen in the past. These
were not the bulky orange horseshoes that were fastened around the neck.
Nor were they like the blow-up ones that the men sometimes wore in ocean
rescues. These life jackets were vests that zipped up the front. Made of
nylon covered foam cylinders and adjustable straps, they would fit snuggly
and would add an extra layer of protection from the cold and rocks of the
river, as well as keeping a man afloat. Johnny now realized how they would
be fitting most of the supplies on the raft. They would be wearing them.
He turned his attention back to Doug.
"The vests need to fit snuggly or they won't do any good. When you take a
swim, you want it to stay in place, not float up in front of your face, so
cinch it up as tightly as you can without cutting off your breathing. Fit
properly, a man can be pulled out of the water by the shoulders of the
vest."
Doug sorted through the vests and pulled out one that was labeled "adult
medium." He threw it to Johnny.
"This one should fit you just about right. The rest of you guys, take a large
and put the rest back in the bag for Barry."
"Ha! Gage gets a baby jacket! He doesn't even fit an adult jacket! I love
it!"
So much for best behavior, thought Cap, as he sneered at Chet. He
was about to try to nip this battle in the bud, but it was too late.
"Yeah, well it is an adult size, Kelly, just not large. Just because I can
eat a few tacos without porking up like you, is no reason to be jealous,
you know? I mean, there are enough other things for you to envy without focusing
on my superior metabolism."
Cap decided to ignore the back and forth when Doug just grinned and continued
on with his equipment instruction.
"Hey, Doug?" Mike was hesitant to ask his question in front of Marco, but
thought it was something that needed to be addressed. "You keep saying 'when
you end up in the water,' not 'if.' That's just a figure of speech, right?"
Johnny shook his head and grinned at Roy. "Mike, if you don't end up in the
river on your own at some point, I'll personally guarantee that you swim
at least once this week. Okay?"
Seeing the look on Marco's face, Cap spoke up. "No one will be throwing anyone
in the water. Got that? And just because we have to be ready to be in the
water, doesn't mean it's definitely going to happen, right Doug?"
Doug had seen the look on Marco's face as well. "No, Hank, nothing's definite.
But I have to tell you, with three days on this river, the odds of someone
going in at least once are pretty high. Look, I'll say it again. If the thought
of ending up swimming a rapid is terrifying for any one of you, then this
is not the river for us to be floating. Right now we can still turn around.
In another thirty minutes or so we'll be on the river, and we won't have
that option. Now is the time to speak up."
No one said a word.
"Okay. Well, these are the paddles. You've heard the expression 'up the creek
without a paddle?' Well, you don't want to be that, so hang onto this. We
do, however, carry two extras just in case one breaks or gets lost.
"This," he continued, pointing to the handle of the paddle, "is the T grip.
There are more injuries caused by flying T grips on rafts than were ever
caused by the river itself. We don't want anyone getting this in the eye
or the mouth, right? The way to prevent that is to never let go of the T
grip. I'll remind you of this throughout the trip. You remind each other
as well. So if I say, 'Chet, T grip,' you know I mean hang onto it, okay?"
"Hey, why use me as an example?"
"It's in your eyes, Kelly. It's in your eyes!" Cap answered.
"You guys ready to get this show on the road?" Doug asked the group. Getting
an affirmative reply from everyone, Doug nodded. "Alright then, let's make
this happen. Roy and John, can you guys start attaching rope to the backpacks
and dry sacs? Marco, I need your help getting some of this stuff in the raft.
Mike, Hank, and Chet, you guys get your wet suits on, then we'll switch off.
Okay?"
Barry came over to help with the raft, but Doug shook him off and directed
him to help elsewhere. He wanted a few minutes alone with Marco. As he showed
Marco how to stow the water jugs in the raft, he broached the question that
needed to be asked.
"Marco, you don't want to be here, do you?"
Marco sighed. He'd known this was coming when Doug singled him out to help.
"Yeah, I do. I just don't like to travel, that's all."
"No, that's okay to tell your pals over there, but I need to know the truth.
What is it that has you spooked about this trip? Do you know how to swim?"
"Yes, I know how to swim. And nothing has me spooked. I just. . .well. .
.I don't know. I don't like being underwater, that's all. And, unlike Mike,
somehow I know that's where I'm going to end up on this trip. But it'll be
okay. It's just not the adventure I would have picked, okay?"
"Look, I won't say anything to your buddies," Doug pushed, "but I need to
know what I'm dealing with here, or rather, what you're dealing with."
"No, it's just being underwater that bothers me. Heck, I don't even like
to jump in a pool. I'm just never convinced that I'm going to reach the surface
again. And no, I don't want to turn back. I want to do this. I'll be fine."
"You know, you could go back with Barry. I could take the blame. Tell the
others I decided you couldn't go. Or I could tell them you're sick."
"You've got to be kidding! You tell two paramedics I'm sick, and you think
they'll just let me get back on a bus and go back to a flea-infested motel?
Besides, I don't want to go back. Really! I want to do this! I've gotten
past it to do water rescues before, and I will again. This is supposed to
be about teamwork. Well, I'm part of this team. And if I don't do this, it
will mean something. Maybe not to them, but it will to me. So let it go.
Okay?"
Doug nodded. He might be making a huge mistake, but he agreed.
Doug placed the men in the raft based on both their size and their comfort
level. Roy and Johnny took the two front positions, followed by Hank then
Marco on the right, and Chet then Mike on the left. The gear was stored in
the middle of the boat, all securely attached to the thwarts. As they floated
out onto the river, Doug began his instruction.
"Okay gentlemen, we have about a mile to go before we hit any significant
water, so let's just let the river move us for a minute while we go over
a few things. First, the thwarts in the center of the boat look like seats,
but they're really more for stability than sitting. You're going to sit up
on the side of the boat like you are now whenever we're in the water. Tuck
a foot up under the thwart in front of you, both feet if you can. That will
help keep you steady and in the boat when it gets tippy. If you start to
feel like you're going in the water, try to lean into the center of the boat.
If you find yourself actually going in, try to grab the chicken line on the
edge of the boat as soon as you can. That way you stay with the boat, and
we can just pull you back.
Now, if you end up in the water, the best thing to do is to try to get back
to the boat immediately. Chances are, you're still right next to the raft.
If you're within reach, we'll grab you or stretch out a paddle to you, but
if you're beyond that, watch for the throw bag. When you see the throw bag
coming at you, grab the rope, not the bag. Otherwise, the rope will just
continue to unwind and you'll continue to get further away from the raft.
If you find yourself in the water, keep your feet up. I can't stress that
enough. Do NOT try to stand. The most dangerous type of situation is an
entrapment. You can avoid it if you keep your feet up. If you find yourself
swimming a rapid, put your feet up in front of you, facing down river. Try
to avoid the boulders and get yourself to the side as soon as you're out
of the rapid. Keep watching for that throw rope. Okay?
We'll keep talking about this as we go on, but one more thing now. It's possible
to go in the water and suddenly not know which end is up. If that happens,
try not to panic. It probably seems impossible, but the best thing you can
do is to relax. The jacket is going to bring you to the surface. You can
count on that. One nice thing about this river is that it's possible to avoid
the weirs and holes that can hold you under. We are going to avoid them.
So just let your jacket do its job.
If you come up under the boat, just use your hands to follow the boat to
its side. If you come up and you see the thwarts, that means the boat is
upside down and we're all in the river, so follow it to the side, grab hold
of the line, and look for your pals. Okay?"
"As warm as this suit is, I don't think I'd mind getting a little wet, but
I sure don't want to be under this boat."
Mike's elbow in Chet's side silenced the good-natured grumbling, and Doug
turned slightly to hide his smile. He could tell that this group of men got
along well, an important ingredient for an enjoyable trip down the river.
The men of Station 51 had listened silently and attentively to Doug. Now
that he'd completed his instructions, they spent some time practicing the
strokes and using the throw ropes. Feeling more secure in their abilities,
the men settled in.
"Good job, guys!" Doug said, praising his paddlers on their newly learned
skills.
"Well, men, I think we're ready to move on. Is everyone ready?"
Doug looked at each man expectantly, his eyes remaining just a moment longer
on Marco, but everyone was nodding in agreement.
"Alright then, all forward! Oh, and by the way, welcome to The Lazy River!"
The men concentrated on honing their new skills as the first part of
their journey got underway. The water was fairly calm, giving them a chance
to get familiar with the feel of the raft, and some time to get in a little
practice with the paddle strokes and leans.
Everyone was enjoying the calm morning, especially Roy. It had been a busy
couple of days, getting ready and saying goodbye to his family. Now that
they were actually on the water, he finally felt like he could relax and
start to enjoy the trip.
Still, it didn't surprise him when Chet broke the quiet with another round
of twenty questions. Roy couldn't help but wonder if Kelly had been spending
too much time with Gage; they both seemed to be vying for the position of
most obnoxious.
"Chet! Quit swinging that paddle around. You're going to hit someone!"
Peace and quiet descended on the group again, their progress down the river
slow but steady. Holding his own paddle carefully, Roy attempted to dip it
in the water with the same fluid movement that Doug had demonstrated earlier,
but the slapping sound below the boat confirmed his suspicions. . he wasn't
doing very well.
"You'll get the hang of it."
Turning to his right, Roy watched for a moment as Johnny used his paddle
with ease.
"I thought you said you'd never done this before!"
"I said I've never been on any whitewater before. Doesn't mean I haven't
been in a canoe, or a kayak."
Roy simply shook his head, wondering for a moment if he'd ever really know
his partner. A sudden movement behind them caught his attention, as Chet
called out.
"Hey, Gage! If you're such an expert, how come you just splashed water all
over our captain?"
"What? Oh, sorry, Cap."
"That's okay, John. Just don't let it happen again."
Cap's voice was tinged with humor, but Johnny's wasn't when he answered
Chet.
"Besides, I didn't say I was an expert, Chet!"
"Ahh, finally . . the Pigeon admits he doesn't know what he's talking
about."
"I didn't say that!"
"Oh, didn't you just say you weren't an . ."
"Kelly!"
"Yeah, Cap?"
"Watch out, you Twit! You almost hit me in the face with your T."
"Oh, sorry, Cap."
"Uh huh."
"Hey, guys! Look at that!" Johnny was pointing excitedly down the river where
the water was moving faster. By shading his eyes from the sun, Roy could
just make out the whitewater ahead of them. Several seats back, a thin voice
was barely audible.
"We're going down that?"
"This is going to be great!" Chet hollered out, as he dipped his paddle deeper
in the water.
Roy didn't waste anymore time listening to his co-workers; instead, he focused
his attention on the calm voice from the rear of the boat. Using short, simple
commands, Doug coolly guided them into their first set of rapids.
"Hank, T-grip! Keep those feet tucked. Paddles up
. Now, right forward.
Roy, paddle up, just right side
. Right forward, left back, two strokes."
The front of the boat was now in a direct line with the steepest drop of
the rapid. Even with his back to the others, Roy could feel the tension as
the boat moved into the fast water.
"Okay, here's your initiation!" Doug shouted. "All forward, hard!"
The raft arched and dipped as it moved quickly through the rapids, water
splashing up over the men as shouts of apprehension and excitement blended
together. Doug continued to shout instructions, which the men followed without
difficulty. The ride was thrilling but short, and it seemed only a moment
had passed before the boat was gliding slowly down the river again.
Wiping the water from his face, Roy didn't even try to hide his huge smile.
He was hooked, and it wasn't necessary to look at his partner to know Johnny
felt the same way. His partner's excitement was contagious.
"Alright! That was fantastic! And that's only a Class II, huh? Can't wait
to get to the bigger stuff! Cap, we've gotta thank the chief for putting
us up for this; we must be the luckiest station in LA county."
No one even bothered to interrupt Johnny's enthusiastic rambling. He was
on a roll, and no one would be able to stop him anyway. Not even Chet's snicker
from the middle of the boat dissuaded the excited paramedic. Dipping his
paddle back into the water, Roy realized that Johnny was right. This was
a pretty fantastic opportunity, and maybe they were the luckiest guys in
LA. He just didn't think he needed to tell Joanne that.
The friendly banter continued as the raft drifted slowly downstream. From
his position in the back of the boat, Doug listened with amusement as the
firemen from LA County traded their harmless barbs. He wasn't bothered by
the exchanges, in fact, he found himself to be somewhat relieved by their
camaraderie. Years of experience working with people told him that this group
was close. Their working relationship tinged with honest friendship that
would serve them well, not only on this trip, but also in their work back
home.
Doug had to admit, the first half-hour on the water had left him wondering
if the three-day trip would be filled with tension. With one nervous man
on board, and two others spending most of their time engaged in a battle
of wills, the guide was sure he had his work cut out for him. But when the
raft moved into the first series of rapids, the crew's working relationship
shone through. Immediately, the men seemed to shift into an effective team,
their focus on each other, as well as the job at hand.
Certainly, it was obvious that none of them were experienced with the paddles
they held, but they followed his instructions and worked carefully to guide
the craft where he commanded. When they finally reached calmer waters, Doug
was surprised at their whoops of delight, joining in with one of his own.
His attention drawn back towards the front of the boat, Doug hid a smile
as he recognized Gage's voice tinged with frustration. They were at it
again.
"It has nothing to do with what we ate, Chet."
"Sure it does, how's anyone supposed to get by on one of those bagel
things?"
"Because they're good for you. Mike said so. You're just hungry 'cause we're
outdoors and working hard."
"Hey, we always work hard. And why would those things be any better for ya?
It's just a round piece of fried dough."
"They're baked and they are good for you, Chet. My grandmother used to give
them to us when we visited her in New York. A bakery down the street made
them fresh every morning, and she used to say we'd get further on one bagel
than half a dozen donuts." Mike offered.
Doug wondered why there was sudden quiet in the raft, as most of the men
turned to look at the engineer. But it was only a moment before the chatter
returned.
"Geez, Mike, where'd that come from? You haven't said that much since we
left home."
"Oh, Chet, leave him alone. You're just mad 'cause he knows more than you
do, as usual."
"Shut up, Gage."
"Kelly!"
"Yeah, Cap?"
"Why don't we all shut up for a few minutes? I think you're giving Doug a
headache . . I know you're giving me one."
"Okay, Cap. But I was just trying to figure out why I'm so hungry and Gage
isn't. He's usually the one who cleans out the refrigerator by mid-morning.
And here we are, out in the middle of nowhere, and he's not even hungry."
"I didn't say I wasn't hungry. 'Course I am. But I'm not going to sit here
and complain about it." Johnny defended himself.
"Well, that's a switch."
Hank's defeated shrug was not lost on Doug, who had secretly been enjoying
the show. If forced, he'd have to float his stick with Chet anyway . . .
it had been a busy morning, and that bagel sure hadn't filled him up like
he'd hoped. Glancing at his watch, the guide saw that it was only 10 AM.
Too early to stop for lunch, but a good time to pull into an eddy and pass
around some energy food.
"Anyone ready for a snack?"
"Yeah."
"Sure, Doug, sounds good."
"Great, I'm starved!"
"Okay then, right forward, left back, hard."
And with that the men found themselves in surprisingly calm water near the
river's edge.
After the fare served for breakfast, Chet did not have high expectations
for the snack. He was therefore amazed, and pleased, to find that the morning
snack consisted of an apple and a Snickers bar along with Tang to mix in
their water bottles.
As the men ate, Doug queried about the first part of the morning.
"So, how do you all feel now that you've so skillfully mastered 'Mother's
Milk' rapid?"
"What a rush!" Roy was still smiling. "I've certainly felt the power of natural
forces before, including getting slammed up against rocks in the surf, but
this was different. This time it wasn't a matter of fighting against the
power of nature, but working with it. I've never felt anything like it
before."
"You know," Mike admitted, "just as we were going into that drop, I made
a mistake and did a back stroke. Or I should say I tried to paddle back,
but I couldn't. The river just was not going to let me do it."
"I don't think I realized just how cold this water was until the first wave
came into the boat and soaked me." Cap was grinning and looking relaxed for
the first time since this trip had been announced. "It was like being suddenly
hit with the water from the hose after running out of a fire."
Chet finished his drink and refastened the pint size bottle to his vest.
"Hey, Doug! How come they call it 'Mother's Milk' rapids? Is it because the
water is so white it looks like milk?"
"Well, no, not exactly."
"So, why then?"
"Because after you've been through the next three rapids, you'll remember
this one and think, 'oh, man, that one was mother's milk compared to the
next ones.'"
Marco almost didn't want to ask the next question. "What are the next three
rapids called?"
"Um, well, the one after the next one is called 'Bouncing Baby Buggy' because
it's choppy, but without many rocks near the surface in the spring, so it's
pretty safe. It's considered class III. After that, it's on to the 'Bow Wow
Boogie'."
"Don't tell me," Marco said, "a pack of wild dogs hang out there, right?"
"Good guess, but no. A few years ago someone tried to run this river in a
canoe. It split on those rapids and the bow got jammed sticking straight
up. We've never been able to get it out without risking someone's safety.
It's easy to avoid, so we left it there. It's now called the 'Bow Wow Boogie'
because of how many people see the broken bow and say 'wow' and then ride
down the rapid sideways because they stop paying attention to the water.
It's also class III."
If the other's missed it, Chet did not. "Hey, Doug. You said the rapid AFTER
the next one is the baby something. What's the next rapid called?"
"It's called the Tazmanian Tirade, Chet. It's one of four class IV rapids
we'll experience on this run. We're going to hit it just about two miles
down the river. The rapid itself is about a half mile long, so after we go
through the first few drops, don't make the mistake of letting up. Keep listening
and paddling until we get to the other side. Mostly it's class IV because
it's so long, but it has one good-sized drop. If we stay focused, we'll be
fine. So what do you say, are we ready to move on?"
As all the men, including Marco, nodded, Doug noticed that they each gripped
their paddles a little tighter.
The fact that Johnny had said nothing during their short break was not lost
on his partner. The look of pleasure on his face, however, kept Roy from
being worried. As they moved on down the river, Chet made a few attempts
to draw Gage back into a battle of barbs. Johnny simply ignored him.
At the first opportunity, Roy leaned over and said quietly, "Not bad, huh?"
Johnny's slight grin turned into a smile that encompassed his whole face.
"It's incredible! Just look at the terrain! Can you imagine how many years
it took this river to carve through the rock and create this canyon? And
the water . . .well, I can't imagine a better way to spend a spring day,
can you?"
"Nope, this is pretty near heaven, pal." Roy sat back up and left his friend
to enjoy the surroundings in silence.
"Okay, gentlemen, is everyone ready?"
The men of Station 51 had spent the past thirty minutes getting mentally
prepared, and practicing the skills they would need when they finally reached
the Tazmanian Tirade. They had also reviewed, again, what to do if someone
ended up in the water. With mixed levels of confidence, they all nodded.
"Okay then, here it is. Let's go. Left up, hard right!"
And they were in the rapid.
The first wave that washed over them made Johnny gasp in shock from the sudden
cold. Blinking the water out of his eyes, he stayed focused on Doug's commands
and on the water around him. He was aware of an odd sense of pride as the
raft moved deftly through the natural obstacle course, missing underwater
rocks by just inches as the team, his team, quickly and effectively followed
instructions. Laughs, shouts and whoops of excitement joined with the sounds
of the rushing water, eliminating any sense of peace or serenity that remained
in his mind. It, in no way, diminished the wonder of this experience. Quiet
is good for a walk through the woods, but you should roar with the water
when you shoot a rapid. With that thought Johnny let out a howl of
exuberance.
Before the sound had finished leaving his lips, Johnny heard Doug yell, "Lean
in, and hang on!" In one fluid motion, Johnny moved his right hand from the
paddle to the chicken line and leaned far into the middle of the raft. Only
mere chance kept him from butting heads with Roy who did the same. Just as
the two men made eye contact, Johnny felt the reason for Doug's sudden command.
A rock, not quite avoided, was suddenly under the raft, forcing the craft
to almost leap into the air, and bouncing the men from their positions.
Johnny saw the expression in Roy's eyes change from one of exhilaration to
one of concern at the same time that he heard Marco yell, "Cap!" Jamming
his foot hard under the front tube, he felt Roy grab hold of his leg. Johnny
released his hold on the rope and lunged for his captain, who was now more
outside the boat than in. He moaned as he closed his hand and came up with
nothing but air. Looking again, he expected to see an empty spot where Cap
had been sitting. Instead he saw Marco with a firm hold on Cap's arm, struggling
to keep himself in the raft while he held onto the man in front of him.
Johnny tried to twist to an angle that would allow him to help, as Chet reached
across and grabbed Cap's leg, and Mike took hold of Marco to provide more
support. Doug's shouts drew his attention away from his captain and back
to the river.
"Johnny! Roy! Paddle forward, hard! The other guys have Hank. We still need
to get through this thing!"
Johnny managed to somehow get back into position. He plunged his paddle deep
into the river and pulled back with all the force he could muster, aware
that it was now just the two of them providing the thrust, as Doug pointed
the boat in the right direction. Another wave, caught at just the right angle,
threw gallons of ice-cold water in his face. Sputtering and coughing as he
tried to blink the water from his eyes, Johnny glanced at Roy and noticed
that he, too, was fighting the impact of the waves.
Roy stole a glance backward as he paddled with all his strength. Everyone
was still in the boat. He allowed himself to acknowledge that, despite the
near miss, he was continuing to experience a rush like nothing else he had
ever felt. The adrenaline-fed elation that he was feeling was overtaking
any fear or trepidation that had lingered. But it wasn't strong enough to
prevent a swell of anxiety when he suddenly saw the river disappear directly
on the path that they appeared to be taking.
"Uh, Doug, up ahead!" He hollered to be heard over the roar of the river.
"It's okay!" Doug shouted back. "It's only a four foot drop, and it's safer
than navigating the rock bed toward the right bank! Remember, when I say
'Center' grab your paddle and the chicken line, and get to the floor in the
center of the boat! Make sure to brace your feet! Then hang on and enjoy
the ride!"
Roy nodded and saw Johnny do the same. He pulled his paddle into the boat
and prepared for the maneuver.
"Not yet!" Doug called out. "Keep paddling till I call it. We need to hit
this dead on!"
Roy immediately put his paddle back in the water and dug in hard, the tension
mounting as the drop drew nearer. Three more strokes and Doug made the call.
"Okay, everyone! Center now, and hang on tight!"
Roy pulled in his paddle, grabbed the line, and plopped himself onto the
floor in front of the first thwart, forcing his two feet between the floor
and the front tube. He looked briefly at Johnny, who was sitting across from
him, then forced himself look forward and not close his eyes.
For a brief moment, Roy was acutely aware that there was no water, only air,
under the front of the raft. But as he and Johnny passed over the top of
the drop, the raft quickly bent like a slinky, once again joining the river.
Thrown back against the front thwart, Roy realized that he was suddenly almost
vertical. He clung to the rope and hoped that the others were doing the same.
As the river leveled out, so did the raft, but not before driving the front
end into the river at the base of the small waterfall. The wave created by
this maneuver threw a wall of water over the two front paddlers, at the same
time submerging them almost waist deep. Instinct took over and Roy reached
out to grab hold of his partner, latching onto the man's shoulder at the
same time that Johnny took hold of his arm. Then, just as suddenly as it
had begun, the raft was once again parallel with the river and right with
the world.
With that, they were out of the rapid. The group quickly maneuvered into
a large eddy to regroup. The first thing the men noticed was the water, not
in the river, but in the raft. Every man and every item was soaking wet,
and there was four inches of water covering the floor of the raft.
Marco's first thought was that they had sprung a leak. Before he could give
voice to his concerns, he realized they were unwarranted. The water in the
boat could be easily explained. He only had to look at his friends to see
how much water had come over the sides.
Looking at the items in the raft, Marco noted that they were still securely
attached, but all were either sitting in, or floating on, the significant
pool of water. As he looked at the backpacks, he hoped that everyone had
followed the instructions to double wrap everything in plastic trash bags
before putting it in the pack. He also shivered at the thought of what Chet's
sleeping bag would feel like tonight if Roy hadn't pushed him to accept Johnny's
dry bag.
Looking back up river, Marco watched as the waves crashed around some boulders
and dropped smoothly over others. He was almost seized by panic as he thought
about where they had just been, and what they had just done. That panic was
quickly replaced by pride in what he had accomplished, and the fears he had
overcome. He not only managed to not be a hindrance, he had helped keep Cap
in the boat. And he'd done it without giving a moment's thought to what it
meant to let go of the rope, and his paddle.
Let go of the paddle! Marco suddenly realized what he had done. His
paddle was still in the water when he let go of it to grab Cap. Oh man!
I don't believe this! I lost my paddle! So much for getting the hang of this
stuff.
"Uh, Doug?" Marco was not sure how the man was going to react to this news.
"Doug, I have a problem. I think I lost my paddle."
He heard groans from the men around him as he looked up, expecting to see
an angry look on the guide's face. Instead, Doug was smiling.
"Well, you may have lost it, but I found it." Reaching down in front of him,
he retrieved the paddle and handed it back to Marco.
Marco sighed in relief. "Thanks. I thought I dropped it in the river."
"You did."
"But
"
"Do you mean to tell us," Roy asked, "that in the midst of all that confusion
you managed to not only keep us on track, but also reached down and pulled
a stray paddle from the water?"
Marco laughed. "He's my new super-hero. We should get him a cape."
"Yeah, well, speaking of heroes, you do realize that you kept me from taking
a swim, right?" Cap asked of the man sitting behind him.
"I thought for sure you were going in," Johnny added. "I grabbed for ya,
but came up empty. Great job, Marco!"
"Well, Chet grabbed on too," Marco added modestly.
"Wouldn't have done any good if you hadn't already grabbed hold. By the time
I got to him, I'd have been lucky to grab a foot."
Doug was enjoying the scene playing out before him. "Truthfully, guys, the
credit goes to all of you. You all acted on instinct and you each did what
you needed to do. I'd like to officially announce that I no longer have any
doubts about this trip. We're going to have a great time, and you're all
going to fly through it!
"Now, in case you thought this was all fun and games, I'm sure you all noticed
the three pumps clipped to the side of the raft? Well, they aren't there
for decoration. Men, it's time to get the water out of this raft, so get
to work."
It took the crew 20 minutes to bail out the raft. After assuring that the
equipment and supplies were all securely attached, the men again set off
down the river.
Quiet settled over the raft as the men on board enjoyed their peaceful
surroundings. The blue sky was unmarred by even the slightest trace of clouds.
The terrain was changing again. No longer the steep walls of a narrow canyon,
the sides of the river now sloped gently away, allowing room for some plant
growth and trees, waterfowl, and an occasional small mammal that even Doug
could not identify.
The current carried the raft swiftly but smoothly downstream, freeing the
crew from the need to paddle beyond an occasional stroke.
"Hey, Cap," Chet broke the silence, swinging his paddle freely as he turned
to face Stanley. "Better hang on. I see a wave coming up."
"Yeah, well, you better start hanging on to that paddle before you take someone's
eye out," Cap shot back.
Unwilling to let himself become the target of the conversation, Chet tried
again.
"No, really, Cap. I don't want to be the one who has to explain to the chief
that we lost you in the baby rapid."
"We're not losing anyone in any rapid. Besides, if I died, what makes you
think you'd be the one to tell the chief? That honor would go to Mike here.
After all, he is second in command."
"Oh yeah, I can hear that conversation," Roy said, from the front of the
raft, "Um, chief
um, when you get a minute
no, I don't want to
interrupt
um, about Captain Stanley. . ."
"That's not what I would say," Mike defended himself.
"Oh yeah, what would you say?" Marco wanted to know.
"It's easy. I'd say, 'Chief, you know how you never really liked Hank? Well,
I've got something to tell you.'"
Cap couldn't be heard over the noisy laughter of his crew. Instead, he turned
back to Doug and shrugged his shoulders apologetically. "I don't know what
gets into these guys sometimes."
Doug flashed a broad grin before his expression turned serious.
"Okay, guys, here we go. All forward, hard."
Six paddles dipped into the water in near unison, and the men holding them
pulled hard, as Doug used his guide paddle to rudder the craft into the two-foot
waves in front of them. Although the waves were created by the steep grade
of the river rather than an outcropping of rocks, as the raft bounced and
rollercoastered from one wave to the next, the men understood why this was
a class III rapid, and how it got it's name.
As waves crashed over the bow, drenching Roy and Johnny with the frigid water,
Chet turned back toward Doug and announced, "You know, I don't think I'm
ever going to be a good enough paddler to sit in the front."
Before Cap had the chance to tell Chet to turn around and pay attention,
the raft bounced again. With his foot free from under the thwart, and his
paddle in contact with nothing but air, Chet had no way to brace. Already
off balance, he couldn't recover from the hit and landed unceremoniously
in the river.
By the time he resurfaced, the raft was already out of reach and Doug was
shouting commands.
"Hard back! Now! Chet's in the water, let's slow this boat down."
The men put all of their strength into slowing the forward motion of the
boat, and Doug fought to keep the craft under control. Mike unhooked the
throw sack and shifted his position to face upstream. Despite the paddlers'
best efforts, the distance between Chet and the raft was increasing with
every moment. Mike knelt on the floor of the raft, allowing him to lock his
feet under the thwart for balance.
Confident in his ability to get the rope to his friend, Mike called out,
"Heads up, Chet!"
Grabbing the orange nylon sack with the rope coiled neatly inside, Mike took
aim and threw, the sack careening through the air, as a length of rope uncoiled
behind it. With a thwack, the rope filled bag slapped against the water in
front of Chet.
Struggling to stay face up and keep his legs in front of him as the water
pulled him swiftly downstream, Chet grabbed hold of the sack, only to see
the line of rope play out ahead of him.
From the raft he heard several voices calling out in unison.
"Grab the rope! Kelly, get the rope, not the bag!"
Chet grabbed blindly, as the waves continuously slammed into his face, impeding
his ability to see the rope that he knew was in front of him. His hand found
it on the third try. Wrapping it several times around his hand and wrist,
he assured himself that the rope was secure before letting go of the bag.
Using his free hand to give a thumbs-up sign, he held on and allowed himself
to be pulled back to the side of the raft.
Cap, Marco, Roy, and Johnny continued to back paddle, fighting to keep the
raft from losing ground while Doug supervised the operation, skillfully holding
the craft in place as much as possible. Mike kept calling out to his friend
as he swiftly drew the line in, and pulled a sputtering Chet up next to the
raft.
"Can you get him?" Doug asked.
"Yeah, I'm set."
One hand still holding the rope, Mike reached out with the other hand and
grabbed hold of the shoulder strap of Chet's life jacket. Only then did Mike
release the lifeline to reach out and grab the other strap.
"I've got ya, Chet. You can let go of the rope."
Securing his feet under the side tube of the raft, Mike stood and with a
mighty heave, pulled up and back, drawing Chet out of the water and over
the side. The momentum was enough to land Chet face down on the floor of
the raft, directly on top of his rescuer.
Looking up, Chet realized that the hard object that had stopped his forward
motion was Marco's knee.
"Uh, Chet?" The voice came from beneath the still sputtering man. "Are you
okay?"
"Yeah, I think so." Chet coughed some of the swallowed water out of his throat.
"Uh, Chet?" the voice repeated. "If you're okay, do you think you could get
off me? Maybe sometime soon?"
"Hold on just one second, Mike," Doug instructed.
Emerging from the lower end of the rapid, Doug breathed a sigh of relief
and instructed the men to stop paddling. He quickly and easily maneuvered
the raft into an eddy at the river's edge and pulled in close enough to the
bank to grab hold of a tree that was partly in the water. Using the branch
to provide added stability, he told the men they were free to move around
some, but reminded them to keep their weight low.
Tucking his paddle inside the edge of the raft, Hank turned around.
"Come on, Chet, let's get you up and make sure you're alright."
Mike groaned appreciatively as the weight was finally moved off of him, and
he gladly accepted Marco's assistance at righting himself.
"Thanks
Cap," Chet managed before folding his arms around his chest.
Shivering violently, he huddled down on the thwart as the others moved around
him.
"Hey, pal. I think you can let go of that rope now," Cap encouraged.
Watching Chet shiver, Roy turned to Doug.
"Any chance we can get him off the river for a few minutes and warm him
up?"
Doug nodded and declared out loud, "We're stopping here for lunch. Marco,
can you help me tie this baby off."
The rest of the men quickly but carefully moved from the raft to the riverbank.
Grabbing one of the dry sacs, Mike followed as Roy and Johnny led Chet away
from the river. The man was already grumbling as the two paramedics sat him
down on a log and Roy reached for his wrist.
"I'm alright, guys," he insisted.
"Sure you are, Chet, but I think it would be a good idea if we checked you
out anyway."
If he hadn't been shivering so badly, Chet may have argued with Roy, but
the longer he had been out of the water, the colder he felt. Even the neoprene
wet suit was beginning to feel like a soggy cold blanket sealed around him.
Suddenly, Chet found that he appreciated his friends' help.
Johnny unfastened the clasps on Chet's life vest and pulled it off, then
helped him take off his jacket. As Mike reached them, he pulled a blanket
from the dry sac and held it out for Johnny.
"Thanks, Mike. Wrap it around him, would ya?"
Turning back to Chet, Johnny asked, "Did you hit anything in there? Any bumps
or bruises we can't see?"
Chet's shivering was beginning to lessen as the warm air and sun worked with
the blanket to restore his body temperature closer to normal.
"No. I never even felt a rock. I just swallowed about 100 gallons of that
river, is all. Boy, is that water cold! Kind of a rush though, you know?
Not that I want to do it again, mind you, but let's just say it will be something
to tell the chicks about."
Roy grinned and shook his head. "Chet, you're gonna be just fine. You keep
thinking about those 'chicks' and that will get your blood all hot and bothered
in no time. Now, get up and walk around. Do some knee bends and toe touches.
You need to get that hot blood flowing to all your extremities, not just
the one."
"Very funny, Roy. I bet you don't talk that way around your wife."
"You'd be surprised," Johnny said as he grabbed Chet's arm and helped him
stand. "But he's being serious about the walking, Chet. Moving around is
the best way for you to get warm again."
As soon as he'd secured the raft, Doug collected the necessary items for
lunch, and hurried up the bank. He watched the men working around Chet. Noting
the man was still shivering, he decided to break from his planned routine.
"Marco, how about gathering some wood? I think we'll take a few extra minutes
here and get a fire going. It looks like Chet could use something warm to
drink."
A short time later, a small campfire was burning brightly with Chet huddled
near it. With a blanket draped around his shoulders, he sipped from a cup
of hot chocolate while eating a cold sandwich. Given that the air temperature
was over 70, the rest of the men kept some distance from the fire, but stayed
close enough to keep Chet in the conversation while all enjoyed a brief reprieve
from their work on the river.
Moving closer to Chet, Hank studied him closely. "You okay there, pal?"
"Yeah, Cap, I'm fine."
"Good. That's good. I was just wondering
what was that you were warning
me about earlier? Something about watching out for a wave up ahead?"
As the men repacked the raft after lunch, Marco managed to get Chet off to
the side.
"You really okay, amigo?"
"Yeah, Marco. Really. You know, once I got over the instant brain freeze
from the cold, it was okay."
"You took in a lot of water. I saw you go under. And I saw the waves keep
hitting you in the face. Man, I think I would have panicked. I'm not sure
I could have found that rope and grabbed on. Hell, I'm not sure I even would
have ever come back to the surface in the first place."
"You would have been fine. Just like I was. I didn't want to end up in that
river any more than you do, but the life vest did exactly what it was supposed
to do, and it brought me right back up and made it easy to stay there. It
took a few minutes, but once I got used to breathing deep in between the
waves, I stopped swallowing water. Honestly, Marco. You'd have been fine.
If you go in, just don't panic and you'll be fine."
"Yeah, I know you're right, but I sure hope I don't get to prove that theory."
A hand clasped Chet's shoulder, and he turned to see Doug standing beside
him.
"Well, guys, you think you're ready to try it again?"
"Sure!" Chet answered enthusiastically.
"Yeah, let's do it." Marco added.
Chet discarded his blanket and pulled on the damp splash jacket and life
vest. Johnny hurried to put out the campfire and wet down the ashes, while
Marco and Roy gathered up the remnants of their lunch supplies. At the edge
of the river, Hank was helping Doug reload the few items they'd used during
their stopover, and within minutes, the men were taking their positions in
the raft.
As they pushed away from the shoreline, Doug moved back into his role as
guide.
"We'll get into the next set of rapids just around the bend."
"Bow Wow Boogie, right?" asked Marco.
"That's right, and it's a Class III."
Several glances confirmed what Doug had already suspected. The men were hesitant
now; with one man having gone overboard, their confidence had suffered a
bit.
"Now, remember, you've already made it safely through a Class IV, so you
shouldn't have any problem with this one. The important thing to remember
is that you have to keep your mind on the river. Take a look at the wreckage
there, but don't lose your focus. The river is going to be moving fast and
there's one significant drop, so keep a firm grip on your paddle, and listen
for my commands.
"Okay."
"Got it."
"We're ready, Doug."
The men didn't see Doug's grin, but they could hear it in his voice.
"Alright then, hard forward."
The waves crashed around and over the raft as it bounced its way through
the rocky passage, but everyone managed to keep their seat. About halfway
through the rapids, they noticed a few large boulders in the middle of the
river. Just as promised, the bow of a boat was wedged there, its nose pointing
skyward, and its hull shattered by the incessant pounding of the fast water.
But the rafters were too busy to dwell on the fate of that boat.
Suddenly, the front of the raft was in mid-air as the river dropped off below
them, but almost immediately a wave of water washed over them as the rubber
bottom made contact once more with the river's surface.
With Doug calling out commands behind them, they paddled furiously, first
forward, then back . . left side or right. A kind of time warp existed, a
situation where it seemed like forever as they bounced their way through,
yet seemed like seconds before they were out of the worst part. As they emerged
from the rough water, excited shouts erupted from the raft.
"Alright!"
"We made it!"
"Man, that was fantastic!"
"Too much!"
"Way to go."
"What a rush!"
Doug waited until the excited voices calmed a little, and then he added his
own.
"Good work, guys! Excellent job. Now we'll have a little calm spell, some
easy water, but you'll have to work harder. It's going to take some paddling,
so if you're ready, all forward."
The men worked together, paddles dipping in unison as the raft moved down
river. After a while, the familiar chatter gave way to silence as they enjoyed
the changing scenery, the wildlife, but primarily, the simple pleasure of
being on the river. Doug pointed out an occasional landmark, but for the
most part, the next hour was a combination of silent teamwork and appreciation
for their surroundings.
It was Roy who finally ended the silence.
"Joanne sure would love this."
"Yeah, Patty would too." Mike added. "What about Grace?"
Hank nodded in agreement. "She'd love the quiet, and the view."
Johnny turned to Chet, who was already looking back at Marco, and the three
bachelors found themselves exchanging looks of surprise. It was Johnny who
voiced their astonishment.
"What do you mean they'd like it here? I thought all the wives were against
this trip. Heck, Roy, there for a while, I wasn't sure you'd even get to
come along. Now you're telling us that Joanne would love it here? "
"Well . . yeah, parts of it. The scenery, the serenity . ."
"Uh huh . . maybe if we could get Scotty to beam her over here." Chet offered.
"Good one, Chet." Johnny laughed. "We could just transport the wives over
the rapids and dump 'em here in the middle of the raft."
"Hey, you should've tried that, Kelly, right before you fell in, you could
have hollered, 'Beam me up, Scotty!' It would have saved us all a lot of
time and energy." Hank suggested.
It took several minutes for the laughter to die down, but eventually Hank
continued.
"You're probably right, though. Grace wouldn't like that rough water. She'd
enjoy this part, but I can't see her wearing all this gear, managing the
rapids, or camping out. Guess I'll just have to tell her about it."
"I think Patty would like it." Mike offered.
"You mean, the whole experience?" Marco asked.
"Yeah. If I could get her to try it, I'm pretty sure she'd be hooked. She's
always been a pretty good sport, and she likes the water."
Johnny couldn't hide his look of surprise. "Hey, that's cool, Mike. That's
the kind of woman I want to find, someone who'd enjoy doing the stuff I
like."
"Right, Gage, just keep wishin'. 'Cause you know there's not a chick out
there that would like all the weird things you do."
"Oh, shut up, Chet."
Another round of laughter followed, but when quiet descended upon them, Roy
finally agreed with Hank.
"Joanne would like the view, but I guess not the rest of it. Guess this won't
be a sport I'll be taking up."
"Sure you can, Roy. Don't forget the kids are getting older; Chris and Jennifer
would love this, and there's a lot of rivers that are easier than this one.
You should take them out next summer, it'd be a blast!"
"Uh huh . . and of course, their Uncle Johnny would have to come along."
Roy grinned.
"Well . . uh . .if you wanted me to, yeah sure . . I'd go along."
"I'm just not sure Joanne would go for it. Especially after all the arguments
she raised on this trip."
"Hey, it'll be fine. You'll come home unscathed, and she'll be won over.
Just you wait and see. By the time we get done talking to her, she'll probably
want to go along."
"I'll believe that when I see it."
Chet had been following the conversation, but could no longer hold back.
"Hey, Gage, there's a chick who'd like the things you do. Jennifer would
go anywhere her Uncle Johnny goes."
"Chet! Didn't I tell you to shut up?"
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The afternoon sun was changing subtly. The warmth from its rays was now
periodically interrupted as an outcropping of trees, high on the hillside,
blocked the sun from view. Doug knew that while they were still several hours
away from sunset, they were approaching the time of day when they'd be without
benefit of the added warmth of the direct sun. That meant that it would be
that much more difficult to recover from a fall into the frigid water. It
also meant that wet clothing would not dry out. Looking at his watch, he
also realized that despite the extra time taken at lunch, they were about
thirty minutes ahead of schedule. Barring any difficulties on the last rapid
of the day, they would reach their planned camp in plenty of time to set
up and eat, well before sunset.
But, there was still the last rapid of the day to contend with. It was a
class IV. The men had handled the previous class IV with respectable skill,
and except for the near miss with Hank, and Marco having dropped his paddle,
they had passed through like seasoned paddlers. Of course, that had been
at 11 AM this morning. The men were now far more comfortable with the raft
and their paddles. They were also far more tired. Though not worried, exactly,
Doug hoped that they'd traverse the last rapid without incident. It would
make for a much more comfortable first night on the river.
Johnny had fallen into a comfortable rhythm with his paddling as the afternoon
had worn on. Though not intentional, he realized that he and Roy were paddling
in sync, even to the point of stopping at the same time to take a brief rest.
The constant, easy paddling was far different from the focused efforts that
had been necessary to pass through the rapids. In some ways, it was harder
on the muscles. For one thing, there was no rush of adrenaline to aid in
the effort. There was also no break, though Doug had been quick to point
out that they could each feel free to take breaks when needed. The river,
though flat, had been pushing them forward at a slow but steady pace. As
long as only one paddler on a side of the raft took a break at the same time,
it did not impact on the path of the raft.
Pulling his paddle out of the water for a moment, Johnny took a deep breath,
trying to identify some of the fresh smells that filled the air. He wasn't
sure what they were, but he knew what they were not. They were not car exhaust,
or chemicals burning, or the antiseptic smells of the hospital, and that
made them good. Doug interrupted his thoughts.
"Hey guys, I think we should talk about what's coming up on the river, okay?
Let's stop paddling and let the river do the work for a minute."
The men pulled their paddles into the raft, and turned their attention toward
their guide.
"First of all," Doug began, "is everyone still having fun?"
"Are you kidding?" Johnny asked. "I don't think I'll ever forget this day.
I mean, I can only speak for myself, but, yeah, I'm having a blast. Of course,
I have a few back and shoulder muscles that may not agree with my assessment
by morning, but it's about time they joined in the work."
Marco jumped in. "Hey, even I'm liking this, and I figure if I'm happy, everyone
else must be, right?"
The others voiced their agreement.
"Okay then," Doug continued. "In about ten or fifteen minutes, if we just
float, we'll come up on the last rapid of the day. It's a class IV rapid
called Twins. It's a little different from the one we passed through this
morning. That one was class IV mostly because of the length and the single
drop. Twins is class IV because there is some complicated maneuvering
involved."
Johnny had known that they still had their most complicated paddling in front
of them. But with the lull of the afternoon, he had somehow begun to believe
that the day would end on this calm note. He had thought that he was regretting
that fact. Now he realized he had been looking forward to it. As he listened
to Doug explain what to expect next, Johnny forced his mind to shift gears
and get psyched up for the challenge still in front of them.
"It's still a ways away, but if you listen, you can hear the water. I'm going
to try to explain what the river does. We can make it through this if we
stay focused. If I thought it was going to be a problem, we could portage
around it, but you guys are doing great, and I don't think that's
necessary."
"What does it mean to portage?" Mike asked.
"Portage means to pull everyone out of the raft and walk on the river bank
around the rapid. If you do that, there are two options. You can use ropes
to guide the raft through the rapid, or you can haul the raft out as well.
I have to be honest with you guys. With some groups, I've decided to portage
this section of the river, especially where it's at the end of the day, and
folks are getting tired. But I don't think we need to do that with you all.
I think you can handle it. There is another choice of course, and that is
to let one or two people portage while the rest run the rapid. Tell you what,
why don't you let me tell you about it, then we can decide."
Johnny couldn't imagine deciding to get out and walk around a rapid that
Doug thought they were capable of running, especially one that was only a
class IV. After all, Doug had said there was also a class V rapid on this
river. But he also recognized that not everyone might agree with him, so
he remained quiet and listened.
"Up ahead, a few things happen to the river." Doug was speaking loudly now
to make sure everyone heard all he had to say. "First, the river narrows
some, which makes it a little faster. Then the river makes a sharp turn to
the left. When that happens, the current is going to want to push us into
the right bank. There are some low hanging trees there so that's one reason
we need to stay away from the outer elbow of the turn. But we can't hug the
left bank either because of the rocks, so we have to try to stay pretty near
the middle of the river. Immediately after the turn, we're going to see the
twins.
"The twins are two large boulders on either side of the river. The first
boulder is on the left, so we need to be a little to the right. However,
a few feet after that, the other twin is on the right so we have to turn
quickly back toward the left. There is room to maneuver, but only just, so
we have to be pretty precise. If we bump against one of the boulders it's
not a big deal. Problem is that the second boulder is shaped in such a way
that the raft could actually ride up its side for a bit. If that happens,
we could tip the whole raft over, so we want to make sure we do this right.
"After the twins, we should be pretty good. A little more fast water, then
the river widens and we'll see our campsite on the east, or right, bank.
So we'll get a little more sun shine, and with any luck we'll get to watch
a pretty sun set."
Johnny could picture the river as Doug had described it. He understood Doug's
concern, but hoped that the men would decide to run it rather than portage.
It would be a shame to miss such a thrill. He listened as Cap posed the question
that needed to be answered.
"Well, guys, what do you think. Anyone want to portage this?"
The answer was a unanimous "NO!"
"Alright then," Doug said. "We're going to see it in just another minute.
Get ready for it. Listen closely because we're going to spend a lot of time
with one side paddle forward while the other paddles back. Okay?"
Johnny nodded with the others and looked over at Roy. Roy reached up and
brushed his wet hair out of his eyes one last time. Perhaps sensing that
his partner was watching him, he looked over.
"You ready for this, Junior?"
"Heck, I've jumped off buildings with nothing to hold me but a little rope.
Who am I to be upset by a little bit of water? What about you? You ready,
Pally?"
"Ready as I'll ever be."
"Okay, all forward!" came the command from the back of the raft.
Johnny watched as the river played out exactly as Doug had described. With
less space between the banks, the water moved faster as it approached its
sharp turn. Johnny felt the adrenaline surge. The aches in his muscles
disappeared with the introduction of the endorphins. He paddled forward and
briefly wondered if Doug had somehow forgotten to change the command. The
riverbank and the low trees seemed to be approaching very quickly.
"Right forward, left back HARD!"
Despite the forward thrust of the river, the paddlers forced the raft to
turn hard to the left. Johnny ducked to avoid being hit by the trees, although
it was probably unnecessary. No sooner had they successfully negotiated the
turn, than Johnny saw the twins in the river ahead. Before he could process
the fact that they were headed directly for the first rock, he heard Doug
shout out his next command.
"Left forward, right back! Now! Right, pull hard!"
Johnny could hear the tension in Doug's voice, something that had not been
present before, even when Chet had fallen into the river. He did not take
the time to wonder whether or not that meant they were in trouble. He simply
dug in and paddled back with all his strength. He felt the bump as the raft
nudged up against the first twin, but the raft continued unimpeded on its
course.
"Right forward, left back! Come on, left. Pull hard!"
The raft turned quickly, and completely missed the second twin. Johnny relaxed
but Doug did not. Although they seemed to be doing well, the tension was
still heavy in Doug's voice, and this time Johnny thought he heard a tinge
of fear. He assumed he was just imagining it, since all was going without
incident so far. He was wrong.
"All back! Hard! Now! Come on guys! Dig in as hard as you can!" Doug was
shouting.
As Johnny complied, he suddenly saw the problem. A few hundred feet downstream,
a tree was down, blocking the left half of the river. If they went into the
tree, they would be in serious trouble. Johnny knew enough about fast water
in drainage ditches to know all about the risks of strainers created by debris
in the river. The raft could get stuck and a man who was thrown out could
find himself trapped by the tree branches. The river current would force
him down under the strainer and unless he somehow made it through, he would
be dead in minutes.
Doug had turned the raft so it was facing the opposite shore.
"All forward!" Doug's voice was loud and commanding. "Hard, guys! Dig in!
Paddle like your life depended on it!" He did not add that it might.
With the efforts of all in the raft, the men reached the right side of the
river just in time to narrowly miss the tree. Johnny felt Doug use his paddle
to push up against the fallen timber, which assured that they had an extra
foot of clearance as they moved by.
Just as quickly as it had begun, it was over. The water calmed, and the men
tried to calm their heavy breathing.
"Alright men. Job well done. Paddles up. Everyone relax. I don't know about
you, but I need a second to regroup."
Johnny wondered how many of the others realized the peril they had just faced.
Looking at Roy, he was sure that he had known. Roy now had his eyes closed,
perhaps in an effort to slow his heartbeat and calm his breathing. Johnny
looked around and noticed that others were doing the same thing. He took
a deep breath and tried to refocus. It only took a moment of breathing in
the air around him, and he was at peace. Doug's voice, once again, broke
his concentration.
"Okay guys, two strokes forward and let's sit for a minute."
The men paddled the two strokes and found themselves parked in a calm eddy
on the riverside. Johnny pulled his paddle into the raft and turned to face
the guide.
Roy leaned back and stretched his back and shoulder muscles as he turned
to face Doug. He couldn't help but notice the looks of relief and elation
on the faces of the men around him. Johnny, especially, seemed to be reveling
in the experience.
At the back of the raft, Doug had found his small dry sac among the supplies.
Holding it tightly, he opened the clasp and removed a two-way radio. Roy
hadn't realized that Doug had brought along a means of communicating with
Barry or someone else on shore, but now that he thought about it, it made
perfect sense.
"I need to do this now," Doug explained. "Once we get to our camp site, I
lose the signal."
Looking around, Roy realized he was not the only one who was trying to work
the aches and kinks out of his back and shoulders. Mike was flexing his shoulders
while Marco rotated his right arm. Cap and Johnny were both rubbing the muscles
on the back of their necks. Chet seemed to be trying to flex every muscle
in his upper body, waving his arms back and forth despite the fact that he
was still holding his paddle. Before Roy could comment on the risk Chet was
posing, Doug made contact with someone on the other end of the radio.
"Hey Barry, are you there?"
The static squealed on the radio before Barry's voice could be heard.
"Hey, Doug. How's it going out there?"
"It's been a great day. We're already to the campsite. It's just up ahead."
"Anyone take a swim?"
"Yeah, but no problem. These guys are unbelievable. I'm having a great time.
We're actually a little ahead of schedule."
"That's great. The weather looks good for the next few days. Temps in the
70's, dropping into the 40's overnight. But it looks like the storm is going
to hit us Thursday. It's due in sometime late in the day. You won't want
to be late getting off the river. They're predicting a major electrical storm
with high winds, so if it comes in early, be careful."
"Okay. We'll watch out for it. Looks like we'll have a great run. I'll be
in touch tomorrow night to give you a better idea of when we expect to reach
the take out. If I can't get a signal, I may not be able to reach you until
we leave the canyon. If you don't hear from me, make sure the bus is there
by 3 PM."
"Where do you plan to camp tomorrow?"
"Not sure yet. Either Martha's Pass or at the Seven Mile Creek, depending
on how fast we go."
"Did you portage the Twins?"
"Nope, we ran it. No problem, but hey, you need to let folks know there's
a ten foot tree down off the left bank right after the second twin. It's
creating quite a strainer, and it comes up fast. We may want to look at sending
someone in to take it out."
"Got it. I'll contact Dave. I think he's got a run leaving later this week.
Then when you guys both get back, we can figure out what to do."
"Sounds like a plan. I'll try to talk to you tomorrow. If not, I'll see you
at the take-out. But, Barry, don't forget to keep the radio with you this
time."
"Right, boss. Like I'm the only one who's ever lost a radio."
"Hey, I didn't lose it that time. It just got temporarily misplaced is all."
The sound of laughter echoed over the radio before Barry signed off.
As Doug turned off the unit and bent down to pick up his dry sac, Chet swung
around to face him, paddle still in hand. Cap nearly yelled out his
warning.
"Chet, you twit! Watch out where you're swinging that
"
Before Cap could finish, or Chet could react to his words, Doug let out a
scream. Roy watched as the T-grip of Chet's paddle made direct contact with
Doug's eye. Reacting to the pain, Doug drew his hand to his face, releasing
the radio, which took one bounce off the side of the raft and disappeared
into the river.
"Shit! Oh damn!" A string of curses continued to pour out of Doug's mouth,
as Roy and Johnny instinctively and simultaneously moved toward the injured
man.
Chet, never having taken his eyes off the point where the radio disappeared,
prepared to jump in the river. As he lifted one leg over the side of the
raft, Doug reached out and grabbed hold of the man's life jacket.
"Let me go! I know where it went in. I can get it," Chet insisted.
With one hand still covering his injured eye, Doug maintained his hold on
the jacket.
"Don't bother, Chet. It doesn't matter. It's not water proof."
"We can take it apart and dry it out."
"It won't work, Chet. Let it go. It's not that big of a deal."
Cap grabbed hold of the other side of Chet's vest and firmly pulled down.
"Listen to Doug. Just sit, and for God's sake put that damn paddle down."
Impeded by the supplies, Roy and Johnny found themselves unable to reach
Doug's side. Considering the options, Roy remembered what Doug had just said
about the campsite. It may be quicker to go forward than to try moving
this stuff here.
"Doug, how bad is your eye?"
"It's okay. No big deal."
"Take your hand away, let me see it."
Doug looked up, and slowly removed his hand from his face. Even from a few
feet away, Roy could see that Doug's face was swollen and bleeding, but he
wasn't able to tell how much of the damage, if any, was to the eye itself.
Roy looked at his partner, seeking an opinion on their best course of action.
Johnny asked Doug, "How far to the campsite?"
"About five minutes at most. It's just around the bend on the right."
"I think we should just get him there, and then take care of it," Roy
suggested.
Johnny nodded his agreement.
"Okay, men," Cap stepped in. "You heard Roy. Let's paddle hard and get to
the campsite. We're going to have to do this without a rudder, so let's at
least try to make it without too many too many unplanned detours."
Doug spoke up. "Thanks, Hank, but I can still provide a rudder. It's mostly
a straight shot, anyways."
Within five minutes, the raft was being pulled on shore. As Doug began to
help unload, two sets of hands firmly pulled him back and guided him to a
rock on the river shore.
"No way," Johnny said. "You are now under our direction, for the next few
minutes at least."
"That's right," Roy added. "You're now officially a victim. That means we're
now officially paramedics."
"And since you're part of this team now," Johnny offered, "once we're done,
you get to kill Chet Kelly."
"Do I have to?" Doug asked.
Both Roy and Johnny nodded. "Yup," Johnny replied, "if you don't, he'll think
you're mad, and he'll sulk all evening."
Roy gently held Doug's injured eye open while Johnny examined the area more
closely, using the flashlight to check for possible damage to the eye itself.
"I'm confused," Doug admitted, pointedly ignoring the ministrations of the
paramedics. "If I don't kill him, then Chet will think I'm mad?"
"I know it's strange, but trust us on this one," Roy advised. "He'll expect
you to make him pay. Now, can you cover your other eye and tell me if your
vision is impaired?"
Doug obeyed the instructions. "I can see fine. I've been through worse. Hey,
how about if I make him clean the fish you guys are going to catch?"
"Oh yeah," Johnny grinned. "That's even better than making him clean a
latrine."
Cap's voice interrupted their conversation. "Um, you do have something else
besides fish for dinner, right? Please tell me you brought peanut butter."
Doug looked at Roy and Johnny questioningly.
"Is he serious?"
"'Fraid so," Roy replied. "Cap doesn't do fish."
"Do you catch them?"
"I'll catch them," Cap promised. "Just don't ask me to touch them, clean
them, cook them, or eat them. But you hand me a rod with a worm already on
it, and I'll gladly hold it out over the river."
Doug grinned widely before grimacing in pain.
"How's his eye, John?" Cap asked.
"I don't see any sign of damage to his eye." Turning back to Doug he continued,
"You're gonna have one hell of a headache and a beaut of a shiner by
tonight."
"It could even swell shut," Roy added. "In another setting I'd say you should
hold ice on it, but maybe we can make something work with the water from
the river. I put a butterfly bandage just above your eyebrow where it was
bleeding some. That should be okay. I'll get you a couple of aspirin."
Johnny grabbed a towel from the first aide supplies. "I'll get this wet and
you can hold it over your eye. It's not ice but I think Chet can tell you
it's pretty close."
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Chet had helped unload the raft and now stood in the background and watched
as Roy and Johnny tended to Doug. He was unable to hear their conversation,
but he could tell from Doug's expressions that the man was in pain. The
occasional laughter calmed some of his fears, and he was appreciative of
the fact that his friends were clearly serving to ease what might have been
a very uncomfortable situation.
With a sigh, Chet forced himself to walk over to the small group. Their laughter
died off as he approached, and he swallowed hard at the look on Cap's face.
How could I be so stupid? I knew better than to be swinging that paddle
around. The man knew he owed their guide an apology. The accident was
unintentional. Nonetheless, it was his responsibility, a fact that Chet did
not take lightly.
"Is he okay?" Chet asked.
"Yeah, he's going to be fine," Roy replied.
"Hey, Doug, I'm really sorry. Man, you gotta know, I didn't do that on
purpose."
"Really? Wow, I thought sure you'd been planning it all day," was Doug's
reply.
Chet looked to make sure Doug was kidding. Assured of that fact, he replied,
"No way. If I'd been planning it, it would have been Gage here who caught
the paddle, and he would have ended up in the water, for sure."
Before Johnny could respond, Chet continued. "Seriously though, Doug. I really
am sorry. If there's anything that I can do
"
"Well, now that you mentioned it, Chet. You need to set up camp, collect
some wood, start a fire, catch some fish, clean the fish, cook dinner, clean
up
You wouldn't mind taking care of all that, would you?"
Chet sputtered for a minute. "Well, um, sure, um, I mean, I'll help, you
know?"
"Tell you what, Chet. You start collecting the firewood and building the
fire. Then you can clean the fish once they're caught, okay?"
"Well sure. I mean, that's fair, right? But you know, you better let Mike
do the fishing. If you wait for Gage here to catch the fish we'll never
eat."
"Actually Chet, Hank here has agreed to be in charge of the fishing."
"Oh my God," Chet mumbled as he walked away, "the only fish Cap ever caught
was a plastic one at the game booth at the fireman's picnic. We're never
gonna eat."
Contrary to Chet's concerns, the fish were biting, and dinner was plentiful
and satisfying. Clean up was quick, and the men were soon settled around
a roaring campfire.
Wet suits had long since been replaced by jeans and sweatshirts, and wet
clothes were placed on rocks near the fire, in hopes that they would dry
out before morning. Warm and dry for the first time since early morning,
the men were able to fully appreciate the beauty of the evening sky.
"I could get used to this," Mike commented as he moved closer to the fire.
"Imagine that," Marco said, "Mike Stoker happy to be sitting in front of
a fire with a whole river of water rushing past."
"It's more than the fire and the water, Marco," Mike shot back. "It's the
whole thing. The whole day has been great. Don't you guys feel it? It's like
nothing I've ever done before."
"How often do you do this, Doug?" Cap asked.
"Often as I can," was his reply. "During the spring and summer I manage to
get out on a river about once a week. Mostly it's day trips, but the trips
like this
these are my favorites."
"Do you ever get tired of it?" Johnny wanted to know.
"Well, there are some days when someone is here who just shouldn't be, you
know, someone forced into this who is really better off spending their days
behind a desk being waited on by their secretary. Those days I could live
without. But mostly, no. I never get tired of it. How about you guys? You
ever get tired of being firemen?"
"Tell you what," Johnny answered. "You tell me that you're hiring river guides,
and I'll walk away from it right this minute."
"You don't mean that," Roy countered. "This is great, but you don't mean
that you'd really walk away. I know you better than that."
"Yeah, Gage," Chet added. "It's in your blood. You know that as well as we
do. Once a fireman, always a fireman."
"What made you become a fireman, Chet?" Doug wanted to know.
"I'm a Kelly. What else was I going to do?"
"Huh? What does being a Kelly have to do with it?"
"The Kellys have always been firemen. My father is a fireman. His father
was a fireman and so was his father before him. Uncles, cousins, my brother,
we're all firemen. It's in the blood."
"Did you ever think about doing anything else?"
"Are you kidding? No way! I'd have been thrown out in the street for even
thinking such a thought. Besides, what could be better than being a fireman?"
"Nada," Marco offered. "When I was seven, my Tia Marita's home caught fire.
I knew that night this was what I'd do. I was fascinated and terrified. Those
firemen worked really hard to save her house and her things. They even went
back for her dog, Taco. I decided that this was something I wanted to be
a part of. Being a firemen means helping people, being there for them when
they think there's no hope. That's what makes this more than just a job for
me. I could never walk away."
Silence followed as each man contemplated the truth of Marco's statement.
Roy looked up as Johnny began to speak.
"I couldn't either. Not really. You're right, Roy. I'd never be able to walk
away. Not that there aren't days when it's tempting. I could be happy running
rivers, you know, but in the end, I'd miss it. I'd feel, kinda, only half
there, you know? I'd have to go back."
"Go back to what?" Mike asked. "If you couldn't be a paramedic, would you
still want to be a fireman?"
"I don't know. I can't separate those things in my mind anymore. I used to
think they were separate, but they aren't. I'm a fireman, I'm a rescue man,
I'm a paramedic, it all goes together."
Mike wasn't going to let it go. "What if the county changed things, like
up north, and the paramedics operated under the hospital rather than the
fire department? What if you had to ride an ambulance all day and let other
guys fight the fires and do the rescue the work? Then what would you
choose?"
Johnny shook his head. "Geez, Mike. You say nothing for five years and now
this. I liked it better when you were the strong silent type."
Once the laughter abated, Johnny continued.
"I really don't know. Honestly, I can't explain it. All I know for sure is
that I'm doing something I was meant to do."
Johnny looked over and noticed his partner nodding. Without any words being
spoken, it was clear that everyone was waiting for Roy to speak next.
"Well," Roy began, "I can tell you that it's not because it makes Joanne
happy. And it's definitely not for the money. In fact, if there's one thing
that is most likely to lead to an argument at home, it's my career choice.
So I guess I must be getting something out of it to stick with it."
Roy stopped, but no one spoke, so he continued.
"I'm not really sure why I decided to be a fireman in the first place. It
wasn't a family profession. My dad was in the construction business. My mom
thought I was crazy. But there was just something about it that called out
to me. Once I started though, I knew I'd never stop. What could be more right
than trying to stop a force that has the power to destroy. If I stopped being
a fireman and a paramedic, I don't know what else I'd do that would ever
feel as worthwhile.
"As for the paramedic part, well, that just makes it all the better. It's
just like the fire fighting. Once I tasted it, I knew I could never turn
back."
Doug turned to Mike. "What about you?"
Chet answered before Mike could respond.
"Are you kidding? Mikey was born a fireman. Hell, legend has it that the
first time he pee'd he put out his father's cigarette."
Mike joined the laughter before adding, "Nah, you got it wrong, Chet. It
was a cigar. I don't do anything small."
The men waited expectantly for Mike to continue, but he remained silent for
several minutes. When he spoke, his voice was low.
"There was never any question about what I was going to do with my life.
I guess Kelly's legend isn't really that far off. My dad was a fireman, and
ever since I can remember I wanted to be just like him. He used to let me
visit him at his station, and I would sit up on the big rigs and pretend
to drive. Even back then, I knew that was what I was going to do. The day
I became an engineer was one of the best days of my life. I finally fulfilled
a life long dream, and you should have seen the look of pride on my old man's
face. There's no way in hell I'd ever walk away from this job. When I go,
they'll be carrying me out on top of my engine."
"Hey guys, we've gotta get him out in the fresh air more often," Marco piped
up. "Here all these years we thought he had nothing to say, and turns out
it was just the smoke and smog constricting his vocal chords."
Cap was still shaking his head when he realized all eyes were on him.
"Well, Hank," Doug persisted. "What's your story?"
Hank cleared his throat before he began. He had never really talked about
this with his men. Knowing their stories, he wasn't sure how they would react
to his. But he couldn't very well deflect the question now. So he took a
deep breath and began.
"Well, the truth of the matter is, it wasn't a choice but was something that
was thrust upon me. When I joined the service, at the end of boot camp they
assigned us all to different companies. My sergeant came up to me and said,
'Stanley, you're gonna fight fires.' So I did. When I got out of the service,
I didn't know how to do much else, so I joined the department.
"Don't get me wrong. I love it. I wouldn't trade it for anything. It's just
that I didn't exactly get the chance to choose."
"But, Cap," Mike pushed, "you've been a fireman for how many years now? Surely
you've had the opportunity to make a different choice along the way. Why
did you stick with it? There was always the GI bill. You could have changed
careers anytime."
"I never wanted to change. When I got out of the service, I wanted to get
married and I needed a job. It was the easiest choice to make at the time.
I don't know when it became more than that. Maybe it was when Grace's father
offered to get me set up in his business. Grace wanted me to say yes. The
kids wanted me to say yes. The money was better. It was sure as hell safer.
But I said no. I guess it was then that I knew that, my choice or not, it
was the right choice. "
The silence that ensued was at first comforting, then disquieting. Doug wondered
if he had made the right decision in leading the men down this path. As he
considered what to do about it, the crew took matters into their own hands.
"Hey, Cap," Mike broke the silence. "Since we seem to playing truth or dare
here tonight, I've got something I need to know."
Had the comment come from Chet, Cap may have ignored it. Coming from his
engineer, he felt obligated to respond.
"Okay, Mike. What is it?"
"What ever possessed you to set fire to the chief's hat? Time to fess up."
"That's a secret I'll take to the grave, my friend."
With that, the serious conversation of the night drew to a close. The sun
had set. The men spent several more minutes chatting and laughing together
before banking the fire, exchanging goodnights, and settling into their tents.
Doug had sought Hank's advice on how to assign tents. In the end, the captain
had decided to put Marco and Mike together, while he bunked in with Doug.
That left Roy, Johnny and Chet sharing the bigger tent. As Johnny and Chet
began immediately to bicker, Hank wondered what had possessed him to ever
put them together.
As if reading Hank's thoughts, Doug said quietly, "This is supposed to be
about team building remember. Let them work it out."
Cap wasn't sure he agreed, but it was too late to make a change now. Just
the same, before retiring to his own tent, he stuck his head through the
flap of the three-man tent.
"Goodnight, gentlemen," he said. Looking directly at Johnny and Chet, he
continued. "You two are going to get along tonight, right?"
Both men looked up with put on expressions of pure innocence.
"Of course, Cap," Chet replied. "We're buddies, remember?"
"Yeah, Cap," Johnny added. "You have nothing to worry about."
Cap shook his head and walked away, noting that Mike and Marco's tent was
already dark and silent. Returning to his own tent, he climbed into his sleeping
bag and closed his eyes, glad to note things seemed to be calm.
He was just beginning to relax when he heard Roy shout, "Chet, what the hell
are you doing?"
Cap groaned but made no move to intervene. Instead he lay back and listened
to the conversation coming from the tent next to his.
"Kelly, what is that?"
"Nothing for you to worry about, Gage. Just go to sleep."
"Chet, what are you doing? Would you stop kicking me? Ow! Johnny, that was
my head you just punched."
"I'm just trying to see what Chet's doing. Kelly, what is that thing? Oh
my God! Roy, he's got an air mattress. He's blowing up an air mattress!"
"Mind your own business, Gage. What's it to you? It fit in my gear. Just
because I wanted to be a little better rested in the morning, what's so wrong
with that, huh?"
"You're soft,